♥YIPEE!

How confident

2008-09-01T20:17:00.004+08:00

Like nowadays, everything is super fine. Holidays is not boring. So far so good. Haha. Saturday went for movie w family. Sunday went out w Regine, Elaina and Aishah. Very very very fun ! 'll blog bout it next time ! Tday, morning go causeway point. Then in the afternoon go BB mac. Very fun also ! Damn cool ! Haha. Like everything is fine and good. But always i go home then the mood wouldn't be the same.

Always the same old story, always the same old scene. I am kinda sick of it. Going home just make me feel like a outcast. Keep telling they believe me yet check on me. I dont have their trust. Afterall, i am the bad daughter who always just hang out outside. Not like the " angel " at home, acting for justice, helping her mother scold the bad sister. Score great results. I cant and I dont want. Maybe the " angel " is enough. That one who scold my friends. She say they didnt put themselves in her smelly shoes. Did she put herself in my shoes ? She kept quiet after i ask her that question. Guilty conscience hur ? Whatever, i dont feel like hearing your hurtful comments anymore. I am the bad guy then so be it, oh holy " angel "

Outcast in a family is kinda sad. This is my house not my home. So stop asking me/ telling me this is my home. No warmth, not love. You just give me a shelter when i need to sleep/ eat/ bath. Thank you, i do appreciate it. Dont say i keep things to myself. I tried talking to you but you ended up telling me all the same old theory that i could recite then i just have to trouble my friend once more to the late night. Maybe its not that you're no good, just that im too bad for the role of your daughter. I cannot forget after i work hard and i get into EM2, how disappointed you are . And i cant forget the bitch who look at me w papers on my hands then ask me : " So you want me to what ? check ? "

Not anyone 's fault. Afterall, its take two hands to clap.

Friends are all around me and they love me, i am glad that i have them. They treat me well. They are all true to me.

I am nothing like you think/ assume. So you think you do know me well don't you ?
Then i am proud to say no, you don't. You are always so self centered. Looking back at my archives, then i realise how much i did for you before. For once i thought maybe i could try harder to change you, i haven't try my best. But the fact is i failed, not that i didn't try hard enough. Remember the days when you tell me : " I have to stay back, sorry " and walk away back to your class ? When i waited for you for hours, hoping to just walk you out of the school gate. I guess not. That is part of " duties " isn't it ? I am always the bad guy, then you will tell people what i did to you, nevermind and everything but deep down, you blame me. Isn't it ? When you are down, i don't give you attention because you will ask for more and if i didn't give as much attention to you, then you 'll start whining i don't treat you good enough, isn't it ? You said i hurt you too many times, so you think you treat me very very good, am i right ? Every friend i made, i want to be friends forever w them. I am true to them and they are true to me too. I don't bootlick them, you mind your language. You said you hate her yet still hanging out w her ? Who is the real " truefriend " here ? You don't judge me like that ! You 're the last person who can judge me. In life there is only one best friend, mine is just not you. I am sorry to say that. Thanks for once giving me fond memories and painful ones too. Since you hate me then i don't wish to hear from you anymore. Make more immature assumptions, i don't really care now.

Live up to your words, don't italic your post like this. S. tong en, dont make it sound like you have no fault at all.

Then people tend to backstab one another, all the lies flying across me. Saying that they don't mind then talk bad about people behind them. Shut up. Hypocrites and backstabbers can just go eat shyt. Come ask me what i think bout you, what i say to others, i dare to say to you. Try. I bet you dare not huh ? Dont bitch bout me behind my back. That only make you look like a coward.

Its just why you like to live your life so without integrity ? So you think its fun to see people hating you ? Or you love having the thoughts that the people you hate don't know you hate them ? Its fun hur ? Well, its not actually. Grow up, pea brains. Stop living in your own world. It wont do you good actually. Keep thinking that you are right and blame people then deny. Hello ? Its not cool to do that actually. I have no right in interfering your life, whether you want to make the choice of leading your life w a label but please make a right choice. Its very irritating and disgusting to see bastards & bitches walking around.

Hypocriting is fun. Backstabbing is exciting. And both are easy. But i chose not to do so, because i have something that you are lack of, backstabbers/ hypocrite/ liars.

( If you think 'm referring to you, it just prove that you have a guilty conscience. A.hole )

As free as a bird

Without love, there is no pain. Without pain, there is no love

2008-08-30T20:42:00.004+08:00

( My sister wrote a super boring spoilor, dont read it. )

Its very very very very very sad and nice lah ! Better than the lake house. I like cried for half the show ? I could cry more, but didnt. Mother and sister beside only. Lol. Its very very very nice. Even after the movie, i am still down. All the way until i reach home. ( I went home myself ) Its just very nice lah ! Lol.

Lian hua is so poor thing. Her dad abused her. She met a man who didnt even love her from the start. Betrayed by him and get raped. When he left her, she went crazy. For the past 20 years, she just keep going crazy over the sound in her world. She is traumatised. In her world, she still love the guy that betrayed her, badly. Just so sad.

But i cry for half of the show, is really very lousy sia. Zz. ( Then i 'll hear people saying expected what. Lol )

The hokkien songs used inside is very very nice. All so sad. I am like still so in the lian hua mood now. Lol

Tomorrow 'll be a super boring day lah. Staying at home (?) Most probably .__.

This holiday, is gonna be a hectic one. Have to book out for fking day for my mum. Fk. Okay, let see. Monday, going w Jordan and blar ( still not sure ) to study. Then tuesday, got remedial and visit to grandparents ! :D Then wednesday, remedial. Shyt. Thursday, remedial. Friday, Jordan's birthday. Saturday and sunday exceptions. Very very busyzxzxzxz !

And all the holidays assignment .__.

Nevermind, its better than a boring one. Most probably book thursday out for my f.Mother. I dont have tuition on that day one lor. Asshole leh she, spend time w us for what ?! Lame.

I want to fill tuesday and wednesday up w things. but idk what .__. Nevermind, we 'll see. This holiday,

No more fastfood. Lol.

( How i wish i am a fairy godmother )

'm okay, regine (:

the greatest of all

2008-08-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

( Thenappa ; Jordan T )

I didnt forget to post bout you lor ! I just didnt want to share my birthday wish to you w my life, squeezing it in a post. Touched anot ? Haha !

Okay, so i have known you for nearly 9 months. Thank you for always being like a idiot beside me. ( Yes, this si a compliment ) A birthday post but its more to a thank you post.

Thank you for the phone calls. Always being there for me, listening to what i have to say. Bitching or crying. Whining or tearing. You 're always there. Sacrifice your sleep becasue you know 'm sad, and need a listening ear. You won't tell me you want to go to sleep no matter how tired you were. Thank you x 8482364832482.

Thank you for always encouraging me. Asking me to work hard and everything. Tell me, dont think so much. Give me solutions blar blar. ( though its not helpful :B Haha ! Joking canzxzx ?! )

Thank you for all the bitching. Telling me dont get affected by some idiots. Scold them for me :D

Thank you that i always slap/ hit/ scold/ box/ pinch you, you 'll still be smiling and forgive every single do i did to you. Every now and then. When others pull me down, you are there to let me hit.

Thank you for being so understanding. Wont get mad of me no matter what shyt i done. Telling me, I wont get angry of you one lah.

Thank you for the everythingzsxzxszxszxxszx !

'm sorry, i didnt get you or make you any present. I 'll make it up to you. Somehow. Haha. I told you the reason why so dont sad kay ? Haha

You 're the greatest ! Hahahaa. Anything must tell me, my hotline always on everyday also ! (:

Thank you my dearest Indian buddy ! :D Hahahha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYZXZXZXZXZ !

( Compare my post to someone's, i know you still like to smile more. HAHA ! I didnt say anything )

Everyone around me think that 'm going crazy

2008-08-28T17:10:00.004+08:00

Oh my god ! Super finally that its Sep holidays ! And this week no need go back bukit panjang ! ( Smile ) Holiday is kinda packed w all the crap remedial. Omg, emaths. That's disgusting. Chemistry, Amaths & Emaths. Think already also make me moodless. ( goshh )

Canceled the REJ 's Singapore trip. Don't feel like having a long day in this holiday. Its tirring. And i bet Rachael and Jolyn want to study, They are kinda nerdy. Haha.

Tomorrow last day of school. No lesson also ! Yeahhhhhh ! I think my gifts for my teachers is letting them off and didnt let them mark my oh-so-wow homework. Dont piss them off w my work is the best presents. Haha.

Oh, and if you 're kinda shock to see me typing all the crap here. Yes, i came back home early. ( clap ) Came back because nothing to do at mac. As well come home to play computer and write letter for gerry. I try writting for the whole 2 weeks. Hahahha. She 'll say i crazy. Haha

Just now at mac is crazy, hahahah ! Rebecca and Regine, they all quarreling is so fun. Hahahha. And regine making fun of her ! HAHA ! ( $3 lah, rebecca ! Lousy lah ! Hahahahha ) Then got one thing, we keep saying Rebecca keep giving us bimbo 's expression. Then Regine is like mimicking it until like donkey 's face like that. Then Rebecca get very agitated,

" I where got open my mouth so big ! My mouth never been so unglam "

THEN REGINE SHOUT VERY LOUD THAT HER NOSTRIL VERY BIG ! HAHAHAH !

Then its like really very loud. Lucky there not alot of people. All else more pai seh lor ! Hahaha ! Then we are like laughing like mad for the whole duration la ! HAHA !

So funny !

( blog later ? )

you don't know what you got till it's gone

2008-08-27T21:35:00.005+08:00

( At least we had fun together, we once smiled before )

Today :

I went to school. Be a caring mummy. Sms-ed daughter. ( I love you, you knowwww ! ) Then i become a crazy maniac. Cf want his tie back, no tie. Lucky, found a new one in my cupboard. Mustn't lose it anymore ! ( Goshh )

I think I know who borrow my tie didnt return liao ! O: Still not sure, sad .. Reb 's tie leh !

Then, went to school and become the assistant creative director, help Gerry w the design thing. Because it involve gliter powder, my whole hand, face, skirt, table, bag all glam-ed up. Zzz. I become a bimbo and gathered for assembly. Omg. Everyone is like " Are you going for ge tai ? " I become some sort of attention seeking ge tai performer w all the bling bling thing on me. So disgusting. I cant touch my spects ! Whatever i touch become gliterish, omg.

Wanted to help Jolyn make-up. In the end, didnt. Sad. ( Laugh out loud )

I become a good student and listened in class. ( Not like someone, sleep. Wake up then comb hair. Haha ) I gave a good presentation. Become a good presenter (H) Sucha wonderful presentation ! Got music one ! Haha ! Thank you Regine :3 ( It was not as screwed as my oral but still kinda bad. Nevermind )

I then become a editor for Sally and Mdm 's VE project. Not too nice but hope it help a little, sorry. ( Speacial :3 ) Social studies lesson is like crap. Pms-ing all the way. So lame ! Make the class full of laughter lor, lame. Everything also dc.

" Shameless ". Whatever. Make Jordan & Regine feel so ashamed and cried ! Hahahaha. Rubbish. Went out after bell ring. Lame.

Physics. I just think that time passed v fast. Maybe because i am occupied by other thing. Laugh out loud.

Dont ask me why i bold the word and write sucha crappy post. Haha

( i flew away w the wind )

The killer

2008-08-26T21:17:00.004+08:00

( She is focusing on writting her name of 15 years wrongly )

I having muscle ache. My legs are killing me. The badminton yesterday 's after effect, imagine playing with 5 people staright in a row. All better than you which means that you have to walk like no tomorrow to pick up that damn shuttlecock. Omg, my legs are killing me.

I skipped tuition today because of the VE project. It was a productive one. Going to finish. Thank you gerry for doing the final touches ! Its gonna turn out pretty ! Yeah ! (:

Oh, i totally flunked my oral today. I odnt really care now. Its over anyway, and my teacher is the most " professional " teacher in school. Pull my grades down all you want.

Tomorrow got Physics test. Yeahhh ! Fail ! Wooo. Sad.

( i forget what i want to blog liao, lol )

Star daze

2008-08-25T19:44:00.004+08:00

Thank you Jordan, Sorry make you so tired today. Thank you gazillion lotszxzxzxxz !

Things didnt go too well in school today. I wasnt able to finish my Chinese test. I leave like 4 blanks ? Oh shyt, i bet i 'l l just fail it again . S in the hole. My chinese is like degrading lah. Sad.

Math lesson is a piece of shyt. I dont even want to hear her talk can ? Then she say i fake headache. Like who want to fake headache with her lah. I am like so not free to play with her.

Chinese is like crap, owe my teacher gazillion homework plus file. I think file gone case, she wont accept it anymore.

( I think tomorrow no tuition. Later i go check. )

( Alicia is complaining bout giving her friends things. Why is she like so petty ? Its just construction paper and printer ink can ? I am so irritated. But she say my mum scold her ccb today. Fk my mum, asshole act big. If daddy is around, like she dare to say. Bastard )

Oral presentation not me today. Sad & happy. Happy, i am not fully prepared. Sad, i have no mood to do tomorrow. I have a feeling is me tomorrow. S in the head.

I miss my grandmother. I miss Rachael. I miss Jordan. I miss Regine. I don't know why i feel so random suddenly either. Nevermind, weird. Maybe a good rest is all i need.

Nothing is gonna happen, everything will be just fine.

( Ftw )

the forbidden fruit

2008-08-24T22:14:00.004+08:00

( asshole, haha. I love you, loser (: )

Yes, well done. I used 115 sms in 2 days . And i still have weeks to go. Laugh out loud. Nevermind. Maybe i am fated to burst my bill this month. HAHA

Yesterday was in a movie mood. Have alot of movie in mind but in the end i watched none of it. I watched the first 5 minutes of becoming jane ? Its quite nice. Anne hathaway is so pretty ! Aww .. gonna watch it sooner or later. Today, i spend my after noon watching the lake house and bridget jones 's dairy.

The lake house is very very very sad !!! Omggggg !!! Its very very nice lah ! If only i have a Alex . HAHA ! They are so in love despite being 2 years apart . The guy waited for him and changed their destiny. The scene when Kate cried so hard in front of the letterbox, regretting what she had done is so sad. And yes, i cried . Like what you expected. Laugh out loud. The love they shared is strong. Why would someone wait for another person even if there is a possibility that there is no outcome ? They love each other so much. And how he dad love him and the story of his mum and his dad. Sad sad sad !

The Bridget Jones 's dairy is kinda boring. Bridget is kinda dumb. Daniel is downright disgusting . I forgett he another guy name. I regreted watching it. I could have watch becoming jane. Lol.

I am currently watching Made of honour. I watched before already. This is the second time. Still as nice. Tom and Hannah is so cute. I cried for the movie before. I hope i wont this time. Haha. ( I think i heard " yaaaa, rightttt " lol ) Tom just told his friends that he have feelings for hannah. And they are shocked like shyt. HAHA ! Thats so funny.

I have yet to do my oral presentaton thingy yet. I am doing on Leona lewis ( louis ) i think. ( must get the pronunciation right for her name ) She is a cool person and very pretty. I feel my vocab bank very limited. Only cool, cool seem to be the only word i think of . Omg.

And about my chinese, maybe carmen mok will skin me alive tomorrow ? Nahh, nevermind. It dont really matter, i dont really care. I think my CA marks is gonna fly off. Shyt. I think maybe i do it later ? Sian. Omg, and its reaching eleven. How great ? S in the hole. I am so dead.

Tuesday got oral exam . I am kinda freaking out by the scene of it. I dont wanna fail. Zomfg sad.

Just now ! I was locked outside my home. Because i dont have the key for my door. How great ? I called Jolyn, didnt answer. Then i wanted to go mac but my sister give all kind of reason and dont want to go. All the raining heavily excuses. Nevermind.Then she went to neighbour house which is so pai seh. Zomg. So i stayed outside my door and called Rachael. She said she cant talk on the phone which is a little sad then i called Jordan. Omg, thank god he is free ! Then we chatted on the phone. He laughed at me like how i did to him when he got locked outside the door that time. Lol. We talked bout our day. Hahahahahha. Then he have to eat dinner so we ended our conversation. ( which is so funny, omg. Haha ) Before that i called gerry, she didnt pick up. So i called rebecca. She assholic laughed at me too. Haha ! We just had a short phone call because she is act cuting watching her ratatouille movie. ( SHE SHOUTED WHEN THEY CAUGHT THE RAT ! HAHAHAH ) So childish. Haha. ( Thank you jordan and rebecca ! ) Soon, my godmum came back. Thank god !

I just spend my weekend sleeping, watching movie and walk around people 's park. The place which i and Tong En said that we going to have another photoshoot there during the sep holidays. I bet the pictures would be so cool ! Jordan 's birthday. gave him my words that i am going to book the day out. Promised shirley to go out w her during holiday. Rachael and Jolyn to continue out Singapore trip to the more important places. Chinese remedial. Oh gosh. One week is all i have. A busy and meaningful one !

Jordan T birthday is also around the cornerrrrr ! Omg, haven got him anything yet. He say anything but not postcards and clay. I dont know why but it sound funny. Lol. Then we are sms-ing to some weird topic which is so gross. Lol.

Yesterday i read my archives. Very disgusting. I used signing off ( its like sign ur mum lah ) then i use kaka instead of haha ( fking disgusting ) and i cant type the word that out, i must use tt. Like what is my problem ? But reading everything, so clearly like it just happened yesterday. So cool. All the 2e4 things. Aww .. i miss them. Crazy idiots. Haha.

I better go do my oral presentations thing now. Omg

( I had a bad dream last night )

Yujie 's gay act

2008-08-23T23:42:00.004+08:00

( He staff, i must listen. Sorry. HAHA )

there you were

2008-08-23T21:16:00.003+08:00

( Boys that can run/ swim/ cycle is so cool. )

Just now watching Olympics, 123 all gay bastards. Laugh out loud, They run so fast can ? Omg ? They run so fraking gay. Last lap sprint. 5000m i think. Like oh my god ? Then i and Alicia cursing them, hahaha ! They are like all so freaking cool, zomggggg. Usaint bolt, the jamaica runner, break the world record. 100m - 9.69 seconds. Seriously gay bastard.

Oh ! And Michael phelps ! Omgggggg ! He is soooooooo cool ! Ahhhhh ! I read his biography (?) from the magazine. He is downright gay. Haha. He is so cool lahzxsxsxsxz ! Omggggg. he is so tall and he swim so fast. ( Haha ! No link. Lol ) He is just damn cool. Omg. 8 gold x.x . Bastard. lol

Seriously, guys who can swin, run and cycle is so cool. ( Like daddy ) They are so much better than who cant. At least when their girl want to cycle can cycle w them. Gf run away can chase back ( HAHA ) If got bicycle then even better. LOL !

Enough of all the crappings.

Today i just keep sleeping. So fun :B I think i like to sleep now. So shiok ( provided right weather ) But sleeping really waste life leh. Nevermind.

I am in a movie mood now. Omg ! Becoming Jane. BJ 's dairy. The lake house. The leap years. Pride and Prejudice. Ahhhhh ! I am cominggggg !

smiling&laughing

2008-08-23T13:33:00.002+08:00

( At least they loved for their life )

Alicia and her friends are coming later. Gawd. I dont know where to hide later. I am not gonna interact with them later. I heard they are all mad people. Omg. Just dont scream around then can liao. And i realise i made them sound like a bunch of 5 years old kido. Haha !

Jordan go work. Jolyn go work. Or else i can go find them when Alicia is doing her project. Omg, sad case !

I think after Jordan & Tai tai finished Leap of love. I am gonna re-read it ! So niceeeee. Omgggg. I just recalled the story and put it into the scene of movie ( though its very different from movie ) How can a person keep faith till like this for 16 years without thinking going w other guys, deep down always been waiting for the guy. ( just that she dont know )

SO NICE LAHZXZXXZX !

But no mater how nice, its still a story. A fake one. How sad.

( I am dao-ing my sister friends like mad now. Hahaha. Omg, i feel so mean. HAHA )

I changed my blog song and skin and it look like crap now. But i seriously want to get that ugly skin away. So this dumb skin will just be the replacement for the time being.

I 've been thinking : What is the thing that make you regret the most if i die tomorrow ?

you're the greatest

2008-08-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

( I just want to sabo you. Hahaha )

Today school is kinda fun. Tong En didnt come to school today. History class is so quiet without her manzxzx. She is always so full of nonsense. Laugh out loud. Then we had the test. Its quite easy as i just simply every single thing, i just write my mind out. Hahaha. All the answers so long and lame. Hahaha. I dont even aim a passss ~

English lesson people is called out to do oral presentations. Entertainingggg. Hahaha. Regine and Gerry wearing black socks is called out. HAHA ! Regine dont racist lah :B

Mother tongue lesson is torturous man. So boring lah ! T.T

CHEMISTRY SUCKS ! AHHHH ! OMG ! ( Thank you Rebecca and Regine for doing the project. I think i didnt do anythng at all lah, Sorry ) Chemistry is i dont know why can she make it so boring though if her lesson is given to another teacher would be better. Got powerpoint, got video but just so boring ! Asshole ! Omgggggg. Can sleep lah ! I just keep singing to Rebecca to distract her and also to irritated her. hahaha ! I keep use a stupid accent to sing. HAHA. Omg, retarded ! :B

After school went to Chinese remedial. My chinese compo format test is so screwed. Like Jordan 's. HAHA

I miss C.A ! Sound so niceeeeee. Omg. Okay, sorry. Random.

Went to Mac w Jordan. Crap there. Then later Jordan went home and Cf and Jolyn came and joined us. Had fun crapping w them. Haha.

( Thank you (: )

Jolyn 's mum style manzxzx. Go Mac and catch her home liao. ( Oh ya ! Jolyn 's bill came :D Hahaha, Her sms 6100++ Omgggg, if i have unlimited, i break 10000 ah ! HAHA ) Then after she went. Sat outside w Cf. He keep me accompanied till Regine, Tong En, Elaina & Aishah came.

Sms-ed Jordan bout their arrival. Then all the 6 of us crowd together and crapped. Haha, basically Jordan ff8-ing, Tong En ipod-ing, Regine swearing, Cikgu eating bread and Elaina laughing. Lollll ! Regine just keep scolding the fking blar, fking macdonald box or something, Its like a box also can say ! ( .... ) Then Aishah is like you continue to swear, later god punish you i dont know ah. Hahahahah ! Later you trip and fall the on the puddle of green tea ah. HAHA ! Aishah curse when Regine swear, Hahaha !

( before that, Regine spill her green tea all over the floor then Aishah keep making fun of her and
Regine is very proud bout she can exchange her spilled cup of green tea into a new cup, hahahah )

I went to tuition and I am so happy, I can do Trigo. But its really basc but better than nothing ! Happyyyyy ! :D

Came across this from the web, Regine's fav joke.

Michael Jackson 's nose drop down. Lol

ii luRbiixz lUrbbiixz eUu !

2008-08-21T22:37:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday Daughter !

( Belated wishes ) Dearest D ! Finally 15 ! (: I knw you had a wonderful birthday yeah ? I hope you like the present me and Jordan give you :B

All i wanted to say is in the letter. Stay happy, sweet, cool, punk rock ( HAHA ), ( act ) cute kay ? :D I love you very very very much ! (:

Your birthday boost the economy, thanks to the msn group :B
Afterall, My D is the mostttt popular in school leh ! Haha !

( No picture )

Happy birthday Jason !

( Belated wishes ) Jason, thanks for the sms telling me that you like the present ! Really glad to see that ! (: Stay, better not stay. HAHA ! Thank you for always tolerating my nonsense. Good luck in everything you do :3

Happy Birthday Yu Jie !
( Belated wishes ) " Because is your birthday, so i just write the name you prefer. " Beannnn ! Have fun drinking your soya bean and playing your cube ? Haha ! Didnt get you any present. Sorry ! But hope you also had a great birthday ! :D

Practise your sexy fingers well :B

Happy birthday Jai chyi !

( Belated x2 wishes ) Stay happy. Stop being so weird ! Be normal abit lahzxz ! Keep your promise. My 20 presents :B HAHA ! Just joking. Really sorry, didnt get you any present ! But i hope you had a wonderful birthday ! (:

( I also only have little birthday presents, dont keep compareeeee ! )

After all the birthday wishes ..

YEAH ! Now Jordans' birthday is going to come, and also Shirley's :B I am kinda troubled about what to buy. Ahhh !

( Okay, move on )

21th August is fun. Haha. Came to school, kinda later than usual. I dont like the eight of Gerry 's bag though. Haha ! I and Regine is also sorta avoiding Gerry. Haha. That time, i haven finish my card and see the cookies plus see the present Regine bought for Gerry ! Ahhh, so busy !

Jordan was busy doing his debate. So didnt ask him do what he should do.

The debate is kinda screwed alittle. Chelsea, dont feel bad (: Jordan & Ais did great (: Well done. At least we come so far. But i am very irritated by the stupid accent of K.gan ? Third speaker of 3N2. Omgggg, he talk like omg can ? I am kinda irritated. Lol. Its sound kinda fake but i heard its his true voice, zomg ? ( Best speaker somemore )

Time seem to be dragging very slowlyyyyyy ! Omg. I want to faster complete what i had for Gerry ! Ahhhh. Then Gerry stayed so long in class. Haha. I keep asking Rebecca to call her down.

Then i go find the VIP, who tell me want to go recess first. Zomgggg
( Nevermind, shouldnt expose VIP too much. HAHA )

But VIP you rock manzxzx ! Haha !

Finally able to give Gerry her present. So glad that she like it (:

After school had fun laughing at Gerry, asking her how to take her presentszsxzxszxs home. Hahaha ! She is like dead laughing at the way she gonna bring all that to tuition then home. Haha. I remember we stay in class very long to crap and everything.

Jordan went home first.

I stayed but the rest are gone. Left a small group of boys, talking about power rangers. ( -.- ? )
I am like i never want to touch onto such lame stufffff and went out to walk. Hahah. I saw E5 still having remedials then started laughing. Poor thing. Then i am like pointing at Ian then i am like those, " HAHAHA ! " face. Haha, he kinda laughed at me. Laugh out loud, hahaha.

Then Jai Chyi came out. Then we are kinda bored. Then we saw this boy and girl walking together. Hahaha, then i ask Jai chyi to shout, " Eh, BGR ah ? " Hahhahaha, and he really shout ! HAHA ! The couple didnt reply, so sad ! Hahaha

Like about 4.30 (?) Forget already. Went to Mac alone. Bought a magazine and started reading.
Then at 5, Wei hong that @#$%^&*()_ sms me. ( Shall explain why later ) He said he is joining me and he will be calling Jordan and will ask his best friend to come after tuition. Soon, Jordan came. I was reading Leap of love. Omgggggg ! ( so niceeeeeeeeeeeee, i finished the story. So sweet ! :D ) Then Jordan ff8-ing . Haha.

We waited till like 6.45 pm. Freak ass moron. Called Wai kit, he said wh long left. Called Gerry, she say he went home already. WHAT THE FCK ! Ahhhhhhh. I hate him ! Omgggg. Hahaha. Idiot lah him ! Today scold him still dare laugh ! Haha ! He is so moronic lah ! Loll

Jordan went hime first then i continue reading leap of love. ( i am reading, omg ) Bout 7.10 and i went for tuition. Right after i packed bag and ready to go home. I received a sms from Ian. He is a downright lame, funny, moronic asshole but still my dearest gay. HAHA

( He sleep at 9.45 ! Omg. )

Oh ya, wednesday, I found money in my drawer ! YEAH ! I am a rich kid again. Hahaha !

we look pretty happy

2008-08-19T21:46:00.003+08:00

" i miss you too much "

Tomorrow got Chemistry test, oh my god ..
I scare i didnt prepare enough ! I want to ace this test ! I always been lousy, i dont want to be like that all my life. & this is Chemistry.Very easy one ! I dont want to fail . I go do 10 years series later. I will do, you dont look down on me.

Regine, tomorrow i go there watch show kay ? I dont want to teach.
Very stress. Jordan very clever, got him enough liao ! :D

Jordan, Regine say she dont understand why you so smart. Hahaha !

( Regine is damn funny )

Hahaha, oh yah ! Regine is such an asshole ! Haha ! Just now there is a bug ( 10 cents big ) on her hand then she started yelling and crying. Then her whole family is in the state of oh-my-god-what-just-happened-? . Then when she say because there is bug, Then they are all like i gonna smack you kinda attitude. Hahaha ! Then started crying so hard. I cant even console her.

" Eh, dont cry leh. beetle only " -___-""
" Ai ya, dont cry for bug lah ! " -___-"""
" You are crying for a bug ? Take it easy, its just a bug " -___-""""

Isnt all very very weird ? Laugh out loud.

( That stupid thila put the 8 page childish booklet into CA, what is her problem ? -.- )

Today PE, very very very funnyyyyy ! Hahaha, do fun.
( Whatever lah Regine, your skills very good lah. Can go Olympics lah ! Hahaha )
We play badminton. Then she accidentally use the racket and hit on Rebecca head directly ! Hahahaaha ! Poor Rebby :B Playing with them is so fun. Haha !

Physics lesson got back result, totally disappointed lah. By one mark. I am super peace lah. As peace as how i treat my gone case Amaths like that. Nevermind.

Chemistry lesson keep crapping with Jordan & Rebecca ! Hahahaha ! Rebecca is dumb enough to ask Jordan who she doing on for oral presentation. Hahaha ! After all, she is a 7TH in class. Hahaha. I wasnt refering to anything :3 ( I know your inference skills VERY good. Hahaha )

( I just realise my brother playing mahjong, no life ass )

Tomorrow 'll be a good day ! Cause i said so !

( I will be just fine after awhile )

Dream

2008-08-18T20:36:00.003+08:00

( updated friendster )

I feel like closing my blog. I opened it just for Regine as you know.
Rebecca scolded me stupid and lame, so i dropped the idea.

( Negative peer pressure you see. Hahaha )

Today 's assembly got debating session. Oh my damn godzxzxz ! E5 must win !
The results are not out yet. I wish E5 win. E5 must win ! Ass in the hole !
N1 keep making their stand wrong. ( STD to parents somemore, laugh out loud )

I dont even know why N1 can win in the first place lah ! Win by one mark.
Its like they keep talking about parents and went off point. They are weak at rebutting.
The problem its not about they win our class but its actually why did they win ?
I dont see the reason, its kinda weird.

And i bet the whole school think 3E3, 4, 5 is crazy lah ! Hahahha.
We keep shouting like mad for everything. LOL !

Hahahaha, especially when kee wei talk. Hahaha. We are like shouting, haniffff ! Pravallll ! KEEWEIII ! And his " we won bang " ! Hahahhaha. So funny !

I seriously hope when Thursday. Everything will turn out cool and fine. Aishah ! Like in your notebook ! Win ! Win ! Win ! Dont get piss over the laughable thing ! Jordannnn ! You also !
( I doubt farah will read my blog )

Debating is damn fun :3

Today amaths test i did it w the most peaceful heart i could ever have.
After taking 2/30 for your amaths test, what do you think ?

Nevermind, stay at this level. Its not like i am going to do engineering or stuff like that.
I think psychology and sociology is fun. But i know its a tirring course. Oh my god ? Am i talking about something that relate to my future ? Wtf ? But sociology is seriously fun lah. It seem cool.

( Lol, laughable. Elsie talking 'bout something relating to future )

Tomorrow is going to be tedious/ hideous and disgusting. I hate tuition like seriously.
Go liao also fail, dont go also fail. I anything also sucks. Very tired nowadays. Very lazy. I didnt feel like going to school today actually, i dont want to fail amaths test or do Mrs mok 's WS.

Oh ya, dearest Emo Queen : Whole class only one fifth pass up her h/w. Poor thing. I also dont know who she offended sia. 7 people pass up only. She said she won't print W/S for us anymore. Lets wait and see, loll.

I hate social studies lesson now. So damn lame lah can ? Zzz

I miss you alot alot alot alot. When are you coming back ? I miss you.
( sometimes you make me feel sucky, sometimes you make me feel lucky )

Hi hc

You must know

2008-08-17T19:37:00.005+08:00

To : My dearest Regine LWJ

You 're definitely not alone. I am right here. I opened my blog just for you.
Feel honoured anot ? Haha.

You 're definitely not irritating till so bad. Dont keep thinking so negatively about yourself !
You just fine, at least to me you are. Dont close yourself into your own world again.

I told you before, and you even use it on me. Don't keep everything to youself. Close off from every single one of us.

Maybe you need some peace, you closed your blog. Your msn nick is changed to so _____ . Maybe that is what you need. But having peace is not letting your assumptions taking over you ! Dont let just one thing influenced you can ? You are defintely not that bad ! I mean it ! Assumptions need evidence to make it a fact, need several things to suppot it. Not one ! Its like Social studies lor :B

I, Rachael, Gerry and Rebecca very worried about you, you know ? Dont sad already. Come talk to us, we are always here.

When i am down, you are with me. Now, i am here for you.

I love you precious. Cheer up ! I dont wish to see you like that.

( & yes people, 'm back )

do you mind ?

2008-08-08T21:31:00.004+08:00

Where can you go ?

With just $4 in your EZ-link & $4 in your wallet.
Some places that you can go there and have fun but with such limited sum of money.

Tell me !

( I 'll post 'bout sports day today ! Super cool . Yeahhhh )

" No shame leh ! Oh my god, shameless sia ! "

because i love you

2008-08-05T00:11:00.002+08:00

Oh ya !

Did i blog bout the fact that Mr Joshua Tan got the Most caring teacher award ?
I am so happy lah ! When that time go east coast, fall from a bike.
Make me also think i am going to die, that drama fall.
Wa, PE that time still ask me play volleyball leh !

I don't know who vote for him but i don't quite understand. -.-

And, thank you rebecca :D
Thanks for doing my maths quiz for me !
box lousy acceber :B

Thank you Jordan.

cause sunshine

2008-08-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

20 people that comes to my mind.

(not in sequence of importance)

1. Jordan
2. Rachael
3. Regine
4. Rebecca
5. Tong En
6. Gerry
7. Jordan Tan
8. Vickie
9. Shirley
10. PJY
11. Ian
12. Aishah
13. Elaina
14. Bryan
15. Wei Hong
16. Jone
17.Jolyn
18. Hui wen
19. Sheila ; Twino
20. Sheila ; Mdm

How did i meet 14?
( Bryanzxzx ! ) In 1e4 and 2e4. Emo + vulgar kia. LOL

What would you do if you never meet 1?
( Jordannn ) Never had meet ? I think things will be so different. Never get to meet : I think i will cry until my eye blind or something.

What if 9 & 20 is fated?
( Shirley & Sheila ; Mdm ) Hmmmm, they dont even talk to each other lahzxz. If they fated then ? Friend ? Lol

What if 8 & 17 stead ?
( Vickie & Jolynzsxzsxzsx ) HAHAHA, Jolyn lesbian. Lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll !

Describe 3
( Regineeeeee )AHAHA ! Irritating kia. Always kiss people and call people disgusting name. Haha ( But lovable lahzx ! Haha )

Is 8 Attractive?
( Vickie ) Lollll, how attractive she is, she will never attract me. LOL

Describe 7
( Jordan.T ) Indian owl :D

Do you know of any 12 family members?
( Aishah ; Cikgu, Minah ) No, i wouldnt want to. Ms Gopal also can fight. LOL

What if 18 confess to you she/he likes you?
( HUIWEN ! ) HAHAHA, I love her too then. LOL

What language does 15 speaks?
( Wei Hongggg ) Chinese & English

Who is going out with 9 ?
( Shirley ! ) Hmm, parents ?

How old is 16 ?
( Joneeeeee ) 15 and younger than me ~

When did you last speak to 13 ?
( Elaina ; Mentor ) Haha, when i bid goodbye with her just now

Who is 2 Favourite singer?
( Rachael ; Tai tai ) Haha, all she like de, all weird weird de. LOL

Would you ever date 4?
( Rebecca Zhuang, HAHA ) Break liao. She cahnged sex. LOL

Would you ever date with 17 ?
( Beloved Jolyn ) HAHA, WHY NOTTTT. LOL ! No lah, I like her. not into lesbianism. Lol

Is 19 Single?
( Sheila ; Twino ) She say she is :D

What 10 Last name?
( PJY ) Give you face lah. Val. LOL. Cause SEN.VAL, though idk whats that.

School of 3 ?
( Regine ) Bukit view secondary school

Where does 6 lives?
( Gerry ) Idk, i dont really know but i know alot of people know. LOL

What is your favorite thing of 5 ?
( Dong eng )Her big wide smile. Haha

Have you seen 2 naked?
( Rachael Tai ) HAHAHA, NOOOOOOO ~

What is your relationship with 11 ?
( Ian ) He make me laugh :D

5 person i choose to do this quiz:

Karma

Dont want to make people feel bad.

2008-08-04T19:38:00.004+08:00

I am happy because Physics common test is fking easy.
I am sad because I just can't do it. I don't know how to do 11 marks. ( Not leave blank )
I am contented because i ate strawberry sundae just now :D
I am not very contented at the same time beacuse i feel like eating sweets.
( Gummy bear and chewy snakes. Oh my god, i sound like a kid )
I am super speechless because of *e ( like after so long still speecheless )
I am disappointed because it seem like the whole world is so busy.
I am angry because I am like kinda suck. Why physics cannot do ?! ( !!! )
I am smart ( HAHA ) because i finally understand what PJY say bout not making people feel bad.
I am useless because in anything i can't do much. ( dumbozxzx )
I am delighted looking upon *a, i still have her.

Hmm, what a mixed feelinggggggg. I am sucha weirdo, haha.
That is how i feel lah, but everyone know i 've got mood swing.
So, It don't really mean anything afterall..

Jordan.T , I love you ~ ( HAHA )
Thank you. Sorry, make you can't go to sleep.
Gazillionxzsxszxzsx thanks from me, thank youuuuuu :D

Today debating, Tong en and Ian aka 3e5 won ! Yeahzxzxz
Sad that Tai lose, but nevermind ! There is always next time :D

During the debate, its damn funny. I keep communicating to Ian and Tong en.
I write " You will do nothng but the best. " on a colour paper then show them.
I am giving them supportttt ~ Then they are like laugh. Laughableee.

Then I and Ian communicating bout the butterfly guy is another laughable.
Hahaha, both of us is so retarded. Laugh out loud.

I guess everything will be just right.

*e *e *e *e :D

My post look so weird, as though its a shape or something like that. Haha

I can't live If living is without you

2008-08-02T21:03:00.002+08:00

No one ken to ken to sivmen
nor yon clees toju maliveh
When i gez aju zavateh na nalechoo more new yonooz tonigh molinigh
yon sorra shooo yes ee shooo, ooo
ken leee
tulibu dibu douchoo
ken leee
tulibu dibu douchoo
Ken leee

ken lee meju more

( Without you. Hahaha )

You 're smiling

2008-08-02T16:58:00.004+08:00

Oh my godzxzxzx ! Physics common test on Mondayy !
( I am starting to panick now be'cos i don't wanna die again )
I don't want to fail ! Gosh ..

Mid year is because i know i sure fail.
Therefore i fail it with great style.
This time i studied, i don't wanna fail.
I think if i fail my physics i might buy a gazillionzxxzzx of sweets home.
( Maybe not, i might not have the money )

Shyt, i don't wanna fail.

Anyway ! Ha, yesterday is the debate.
Our class win ! Yeahhh.
Aishah was gooddd ! ( Of course, she is my cikgu leh ! HAHA )
Oh ya, during the debate. I was sitting beside Kaisheng.
Then i keep laughing at stupid things like aishah mentioned bout butterfly.
Then the other group then fight back bout the point, then i keep laughing.
Then Kai Sheng also laugh w me but its because i laugh so f easily kinda thingo.
Hahahaha, its just god damn funny.
( Its like butterfly also wnna say, hahahaha )

Jordan is like freaking out for the whole day already.
Lesson time then i just tell him blar, ask him to relax.
But his whole mind just flewwww to debating.
Rebecca say she never say Jordan like that before. Haha

After debate, do my super overdue that Mrs Mok might skin me alive thingo and went to mac.
On the way to mac, I and Jolyn walk faster than the guys. ( Wei hong, bryan & Jordan )
Then i am like just walk lah, anyway they will kinda chase up kind.
Then i and Jolyn walk walk walk walk, suddenly Jolyn give a tap on my shoulder.
She is laughing and ask me to look back.

LOL ! They just stand there, don't want to walk.
Then i thought they playing or what, i continued a few steps then they still standing.
So i say : " Walk lehhh "
They still remained the same, i put my books down and look at them.
Then they start walking, LOL.
Took this picture when they are standing, like models posing like that. Haha.

At Mac,
I think i shouldnt like say much on here ? Hahaha

Oh, That stupid PJY keep playing " When i grow up - PCD "
Very loudly in Mac, then everyone will be like hearing it.
Then he somehow keep lip sync it. Haha.
Oh my god, super retarded.

" I need more moolah "

Went to tuition, the girls in my tuition keep laughing at how i and my teacher communicate.
Laughableeeeeeee, but its normal.
I keep li siao-ing my Teacher, of course lah.

He give me this Q bout acid and bases w Mole concept.
My face totally gone " =.- " when i see the Q

Teacher: Come, i give you this Q. Veryyy fun one. Still got Mole one.
Me : You trying to kill me meh ? Dont give me disgusting Q
Teacher : Wont lah, very fun one.
Me : Teacher, this Q is not hideous or horrendous. Is inhuman.
( girl laugh )

I think My tuition teacher is like so poor thing.
Eveeryday must face me. LOL

" I don't judge a person by one sentence, don't do those immature assumption "

suddenly

2008-07-30T22:41:00.009+08:00

Suddenly i feel like blogging, as in during tuition.
Posting just suddenly came into my mind.

I am rather in a good mood now but not as good during tuition.
Anyway ! Tuition is very fun ( just for today )
I and my teacher is like so called : Bitching behind people's back.
Haha, i just think its damn funny. If i have a choice, i think i still want to go tution.
( Maybe ) Because i already accpeted the stupid fact i have to leave friends at 7.
I want to score well for my Physics. As in my well is definitely not yours lah !
I just want to pass my physics, in order to shut my mum 's mouth up.
( She is just such a annoying somebody, oh my god )

What about tuition ? My physics is like so called covered.
I think maybe can pass common test, i do hope so.
( Its a hope you see, don't ask for much )

Okay, enough of the tuition thingo. School is super fun today.
So many nonsense to say ! All the stupid things we did.
Hmmm, lets see. In the morning, at first i wanted to go school early.
So that i can study History ( What a big joke )
But then i ended up waking up at 7.30 am. Okay, nevermind.
Read History 's notes on the way to school.
I feel like tearing the paper seriously, all the stupid whatever fascism.
( I bet Geo 's students don't understand at all, haha ! )

Rebecca didnt come to school today.
The reason is even worse than me paper bodyism.
She scare she will get punishment like suspension kinda thing.
As she overslept so she did something she think very clever.
Haha, for that she anticipated a scolding from her mama.
Next time must come school lah !
Our hearts are still connected even if you are suspended.
( OMG ! IT RHYME ! LOL ! )

History period is style manzxxz ! We wanted to act as if like we don't know got test.
But then Mr nazar is like complaining his life as a sleeping pill.
Okay, after much scoldings then test is carried out kinda thingo.
( We are given time to study as well )
During the time that we " study ", I / Jordan / Tong en
are planning how to do the test because we are completely don't know
what the hell shyt exactly is fascism.

We actually say we want to write,
" I agree to a large extent. " and pass up.
Hahaha, its too style and we scare Mr Nazar cannot take it
sooooooo we didnt. ( I bet names will be called out if we do that, LOL )
Then in the end, i use common sense about corruption and write a whole page.
Tong en : 1 paragraph Jordan : 3 paragraph
My second Q anyhow jump to conclusion then both of them didnt do.
During test, 3 of us like keep smiling like " I dont know too ! "
Oh my god, i think its like so damn funny man.

After school , Jordan went home first.

( I hate myself. I feel so " suspended " LOL )

In school, i love to see people marching.
They look so cool ! Oh my god ! Then the national anthem and their uniform.
They look so smart in it ! Jone, Wai kit, Christopher ( He like woman like that, so naggy ), Eugene ! Oh my god lahzxzx, nice nice nice nice nice !
( I caught you in act, Sally )

I skipped CCA again, because suddenly mood not good so yeah.
Tai ² accompany until 5 plus today. Thank you Tai ² !

All the crap thingo until near 7 ?
( Thats almost the way how i attained inner peace, peace )

Then Jordan , Bryan, Jolyn with me went to Mac.
Oh the way to mac is fun manzxzx, LOL.

" Its different but still got name right ? " LOLLL

Stupid Jolyn and Bryan, walk until so slow even my grandma also faster.
Finally we reached mac then i rush out of Mac then sit outside.
Bryan left after his hot fudge, like children like that sia. Haha

Jordan/ Jolyn and I crap until 7.35 pm and i went for tuiton.

Days recently is pleasant for me.
At least don't have alot of things to make me all crank up.
Life is rather peaceful ( not really )

Oh ya ! I very scare i die, i dont want to die !
I have so many things undone ! Okay, only 13 but still undone !
I need at least 3 years to accomplish because I want to get married kinda thing.
I dont wanna be so wasted ! I also don't want my beloved to die before me !
So scary, so scary. Oh my god, i dont even wanna think of it.

( Stupid Thennapa, laugh at me when i call him in the middle of the night and i tell him that i am afraid that i will die. Thats so mean ! )

Okay, its quite funny. LOL

Tomorrow Kevin lee will be SUSO-ing ! Oh my god !
This is sucha wonderful world, i will clap very loud for him ! Haha !

Lastly,

Goodnight !

Who got fiona xie cover 's iweekly, please sell it to me ! Ty
( last last week issue ? please help me ! )

lived

2008-07-26T23:20:00.003+08:00

I miss her more than i imagine.
I thought i will be okay, but somehow i can't.
I didnt shed a tear upon her departure.
So i thought i would be okay, i guess im wrong.
Afterall, she mean so much before.

more than me

2008-07-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

Just got back no long ago from mac.
Went out for the moonlight.

Meet Jordan there.
( Sorry, 'm late )

Then we crapped for the whole near 1 hr ? Lol
Laugh like some moron there.
Not quite but stilll ..

Walked home that time, didnt see any moonlight.
And you can imagine me looking out on the overhead bridge.
I just cant seem to look the moon back, kinda sad.

It sounded kinda weird that 'm sad for not being able to see the moon.
Hmm, nevermind. But i still need the moon.
Or i need to stand in the wind.

My " wishlist " is getting weirder and weirder.

I also dunno why i so fup siaaaaaaaa.
Nevermind, inner peace will regain soon !

Tomorrow is will be dead boring.

fly me to london

2008-07-20T13:40:00.002+08:00

Warwick avenue - Duffy

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over little time
Promise me you won't step outta line

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please draw the past and be true
Don’t say we’re okay
Just because I’m here
You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear

I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving,
But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confused
Outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,
But I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.

When I get to Warwick Avenue
We’ll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more
I showed you answers, now here’s the door

When I get to Warwick Avenue
I’ll tell baby there we’re through

Cause I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confused
An outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.

All the days spent together
I wish for better,
And I didn’t want the train to come
Now it’s departed, I’m broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn’t want the train to come.
No, no.

You think you’re loving
But you don’t love me
I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me
You don’t love me
I want to be free

Baby you’ve hurt me

( thank you Tong en for indroducing this song to me ! Love it ! Love ya (: )

I wnna go to warwick avenue for Harry.
I lost him, i cant find him back.

That is weird but somehow yeah.
Today is boring and it seem its raining but i just looked out the window.
The sun is shining brightly outside.

Today is such a weird day, it seem that everyone stop at a spot.
Like maybe the world out is all standing at the same spot.
No one is moving forward, some is even walking backwards.

And, 'm not feeling too good. I have alot of things in mind.
Trying to deal it with myself, wishing that i could.
I wnna go out, i need some space. It seems ...
staying at home make me think too much.
Way too much for me to handle, 'm kinda tired down here.

( I need the moonlight, its my turn this time )

Love sick

2008-07-19T23:24:00.004+08:00

I think i love blogging in the middle of the night yeah ?
Not really a late night post but yeahh ..

I am posting ! After quite a long time hur ?
I realised im like blogging once a week.
Thats kinda bad, be'cos that is like giving conclusion for ur week,
which is something i dont really like luh.

Okay, my week is rather a week of bitcho/ crappo/ lameo/ pathetico.
This is not my week definitely and i am super piss with myself.

I said and swear already ! I wont do it again, fk it.

I am super duper ultra oh my god sad !
I passed my physics and got 20/25 for my chemistry.
I heard rather mean stuff and reactions.
Not really mean but i dont like it, a very confused feeling.

Friday went to sports heat ! Yeahh ! At least my prayers work.
So now i am confused who to pray for liao.
Oh, i have to preserve my voice for sports day liao.
On sports day then sore throat, yeah man !

" Gerryyyyyy " " Jordannnnnnn " " Bryannnnnnn "

" AISHAHHHHH ! " Hahahahaha, she is damn cutie lah, LOL !

I have self control, i dont shout nonsense :D
Andddd, i am doing research on autism kids.

Symdroms : Dont talk to people, Ignore people, Do anti social stuff

( Please look at my report )

I must bring daughter to a doctor now ! O:
Haha ! Gerry, here is the video ! LOL

" For yourself "

Tomorrow, i hope itys gnna be boring,
Stay home all day, go back to bb at 6 ! O:
So that can be able to meet Jordan, haha !
I dont wnna go at 10 pm ! ( though i bloody hell suggested it )

Ohhh, i love you Jolyn ! <3
( Haha ! You feel impt ? LOLL )
Love her ! :D
Crap with her for like 4 hrs ? Yeah manzxzx !

Sadden Tai tai went off early ( But i still love you, haha )
Cheer up ! Elsie 's sixth sense super accurate =.-
Ohh, then she not happy i say her girly and dependant.
Haha She went home then i went home.
Kinda boring there actually esp when i am alone.

( i feel like closing my blog )

smilezxzxz !

2008-07-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

Very happy/ contented/ crazy/ high these few days !

I dont know the reason but its like omggggg cool ?
This is a short post, no time for 3 hrs post again.
Anyway, i also dont have so many things to blog luh, so nevermind.
Haha ( Whatever ? LOL )

" Thats not fk you, Jordan "

I have the urge & thats good.

( edited )

Omg ? Its now somehow 11.42 pm and i just get myself sleepy.
I am kinda bored down here, having nothing to do at all.

( nothing what i wnna do is better )

Its retarded as when you are feel bored, you feel bad too.
As in mood getting bad, you may get sad/ frustrated/ angry or whatsoever.
Thats normal but sadly i feel so gong now @.@

I have like no one to chat with on the phone/ online.
I got like h/w undone and also have finish covering whats going on in tmrw test.
Anddddd so many things going on in my mind.

I read someone blog and quite affected,
i concluded, i dont need the explaination or whatever.
Just let it be.

I am so angry now, omg ! Angry bitch !
( i dont wnna be like that ! )

I want to try to go to school earlier tmrw.
My mum 's nagging, i dont like !
But i want to stay at home de lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Its like everything is so contradicting now,
like the upper part of the post is still cheery oneeeeee. Tsk

Hmmm, 10 min time and it will be Wednesday.
Cca is a total whatever, i hate it.
I am just complaining bout it to my tuition teacher.
Haha, i know its kinda weird to talk to your tuition teacher bout it.

Okayyyy, i hope i wont skipppp ! :/

Thursday @.@
Idk ? Its gnna be such a random day de lah.
For sure, nothing on that dayyy.
And idk why ? Somehow everyone is almost bz on the day.
Or is go home early, maybe say they tired.

So freak ass -.-

Friday going to CCK for Jordan.
Omg ? I remember i got chinese remedial ! Shytzxzxz !
Neverminddddddd, try to make my way there.
I must go CCK, mustttt !

My eyes are finally tired, but i wnna listen to my hp songs.
( sad face )

" I realise i dont need answer now, i dont need the fake words.
Actions speak louder than words. "

HOW COULD I FORGET !

2008-07-13T22:34:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG! HERE IS IT !

:D

Massive update

2008-07-13T17:52:00.005+08:00

Almost everyone is chasing me to post ! Ahhhh

I think this post is gnna take like 4 hrs ? Haha, i have got super lot of things to post.
And alot of pictures to update, but about the pictures, i will post provided 'm not lazy to.

My week is basically, okayyyyy . Not much to comment about.
Quite cool and same, there is also uncool stuff going around .

I shall start posting before the sun go down, haha.

Monday : Youth Day

As stated in the last post, i went to east coast :D
And had alot of fun ! Haha, went with Jordan, Jolyn, Regine, Tong En, PJY, Eugene, Kiat hwee, Bryan, Jordan ( Thenappa )
We are kinda high there, haha.

Morning, Jolyn and Tong En came to my house first.
Then we set off to wm together.

Met Kiat hwee, Eugene, PJY, Bryan, Regine.
Later the 2 Jordans then came.
Then we set off to Bedok.

In the MRT, people are sorta emo-ing.
And i keep telling Jordan ( Thenappa ) that i will jump down to the sea one.
Haha, i know he know what i mean.

After the long MRT ride to bedok, we went to take a bus.
To go to the underpass then can go ECP wdv ( I have no sense of directions )
On the bus, Tong En is like obsessing with Bryan 's camera.
( ever since Bryan took out from his bag, Lol )

She took pictures of every person, say want to take good pictures of everyone.
Its super laughable, she is so crazyy. But nevermind, haha.

( fast forward )

When walking through the underpass, Bryan, Me and PJY are very high.
Then we keep shouting and the echo is damn loud and spoilt alot of people 's ear.
Haha, super funny when you see people running out. LOL

Reached ECP, walk like 15 minutes to another side of ECP.
( another side sound quite weird, Lol )
Bryan is like super funny on the way there, Haha

Rented a bike and everything and boom !
I fell down like after 5 minutes ? Lol
I wanted to cycle one lor, so saddening luh !
( Then now i have like one big blueblack on my leg.
Regine call it a luohan fish, Lol )
After i fall, i feel dizzy . Its something i never try before.
Its super scary, everything arnd me suddenly turn blur.
The next time i open my eyes, everything arnd me is like orange, brown and white.
Everything around is blur and i feel very tired.
Like 'm going to sleep soon kinda thing, i cant see properly.
I tell Jordan bout it then he put a twist and ask me how many fingers are there.
I know its two but i am very very very tired to answer kind.
Then they face suddenly turn vey pale and my hand start to become cold.
I faster grab Jordan 's hand for some heat.
I am like thinking to myself like :

" Will i die ? I dont want to die this young. Okay, this is too drama. Am i gnna faint ?
Omg ? I want to call Ma ( God mum ), I have no strength to take my phone.
Oh well, nevermind. I very giddy, i want to sleep "

( Thats very drama i know, haha )

Then when i close my eyes, i really want to like sleep.
Then PJY ask me dont sleep, wake up.
So i stayed awake, but i remember i am super duper tired.
After awhile, then 'm back to normal.

When i am better and done with all the washing of wounds,
I walk my way back to Mac and received a call from Gerry.
The one that reject me after begging her for a gazillion times and make me wnna cry.
Haha, anywayyyy. She is evil.
I told her i fall then she started singing bleeding love.
( What is ur problem manzxzx ! )

I saw my pretty cousin then she is like:
" Hi elsie ! ( smile ) "
but i am like half dead then i am like :
" Hi .. "

After thinking, 'm so rude :\
Sorry samantha ! ( No matter you see this anot )

At mac then just nice Jone and Rachael arrived :D
That jone, super laughable. He say he can help me do first aid, Lolll
Then i am like, "here anything also dont have, help lah ! help lah ! " Haha !
Then he is like, "ermmm, nevermind then. " Lol

Jordan and Rachael went to buy 2 slices of cake. Haha
As the next day is Jone 's birthday :D
Sing happy birthday song for him ! Haha.

Happy super belated birthday, Jone ! :D

Okay, after that. They went to return bike.
When i, Jone, Rachael and Jordan Tan went into Mac.
After that Tong en came.

Anywayyyyy, the main point in Mac is, hahahaha.

1) I saw Jordan ( Thenappa ) 's ez link. OMGGGG, LAUGHABLE ! HAHA

2) My tai tai and i communicate via DS . Haha, thats so high tech manzxxz. Lol

Jordan called me and told me that regine fall down.
And they are coming back blar.

( fast forward )

Found regine after long searching and she say she wnna " bath "
Then the rest of us except Tong En and PJY went to arcade.
At that time my tai tai and Jone have left

( fast forward )

Omg ? Jordans, eugene they all is like playing gay game. HAHA.
( Okay, maybe not Jordan ( Thenappa ) )
They play dance dance revolution then i tell Jolyn that if i see my son play this then i will chop off his leg, LOL ! Its uber gay lah ! Hahahha.

I go and kope Jordan ( Thenappa ) 's token and play a 5 yrs old children game.
Hahahaha, its about fishing one. LOL ! I got champion okay ?! HAHA
Jolyn is like keep giving me the =.- face when i am playing, LOL

( fast forward )

Went down to join Bryan for bowling.
I didnt play luh, the guys play only.

HAHA, then everytime they throw then they say the ball for who, for who.
Lol ! Not bad siazxxz ! 2 strikes lehhhhhhh ! HAHAH

Tong en they all came to find us, and by then the game is gnna finish and that Bryan.
Noisy luh ! " I want to see sunset, who want to see with me ? " LOL !
Keep whining ! But by the time we went out, the sun is alrdy set.
He is depressed for like 5 minutes, LOL !

( fast forward )

Walked along the beach to the underpass. Its beautiful (:
Very relaxing ~

The Eugene and PJY like crazy like that.
Each take one roller skate then skate on one feet, LOL !
Keep sharing the skates, damn lame .

( fast forward )

After the underpass -.-
Regine came calling me obscene name.
In the public though there is no one arnd but stillllll

Then Bryan is like join in the fun so we concluded that the Yewtee people are crazy. LOL
We waited for the bus then Tong en, Regine and Jordan saw the picture when i am young in my card holder, omggggg manzxxz ! Its super funny.
Jordan face is like so shock then its like so classic, Haha

( fast forward )

In the bus, bryan is still high.
There is a group of pink people board the bus.
Then he keep reading out whats written on their shirt and stuff.
Change seat with me be'cos he want to be taller than me =.-
Then when we walk from the interchange to MRT station,
we saw a cat then we are like, " Bryan, ur friend leh ! "
Then he go meow to the cat, LOLL !

( fast forward )

On the MRT back to bukit batok. Everyone is like half dead alrdy.
Only like Tong en, Bryan and I were still high.
Then we are like keep li siaoing people.

" intense eyesight ~ " LOLL

People normally heck me, sleeping & playing PSP ( yes, you ! Jordan, only you play PSP )
Then i , Tong en and Bryan start zi lian, HAHA
We are like look so hardcore manzxzxz ! LOLLL

( fast forward )

bused home with Jordan and Kiat hwee.
By the time i reached home is bout nine plus liao.
Super tired yet funnn :D

I just remember i slept late

This is just Monday !

Tuesday !

This is the day i feel like total crapo and idiot.
Proud to say that hur ? I dnno whyyy, things just dont seem to be in my favour.
But nevermind, its over.

Okay ! Chinese dance got this indian dance audition.
Sound weird, i totally understand.
Then after school, saw Tong en, Elaina and Yan leng.
They kept kissing people ! I nearly become the victim too, heng. Haha

Then later on, its was rubik cube competition :D
Yeah manzxzx ! 2e4'o7 ! Haha ! Wen Xi and Yu jie is in the finals.
Eugene lose standard manzx, he didnt get in .
You must see Yu jie and Qi xiang play. Super funnyyyy !
They both dont want to go into the finals, slowly play.
Take their timeeeeee, Yu jie last step take like 5 seconds plus to turn ? LOL
Qixiang keep turn overshot then redo kinda thing, haha.
Damn funny, oh and Wen xi buy soya bean to support Yu jie. LOLLL

Thats day best record : Boss 37 seconds ( Super stylezxz )

Wednesday :D

Pe lesson is so irritating. My leg is injured yet that stupid Joshua ( Joshhhh, HAHAH ) tan want me to do Pe, volleyball somemore -.- I seriously dont get him.
Then i am like super =.- then rebecca, that anti Mr Tan keep complaining him. So funny !

Dont quite remember anymore, my notebook just draw 2 feathers only. LOL

Thursday

Today rubik finals ! Super cooliozxzx !
Yu jie 31 seconds siazxzx ! That wen xi give chance lah ! haha
Yu jie say he not give chance, he just wnna let people know,
he slowly do also can win sec 1 and 2, LOL !

Chinese lesson, teacher never skin me alive.
But 'm sure tomorrow she will liao. I dont care luh.
She never mark my EOY Holiday assignment, i feel so Argh !
Nevermind ..

English lesson, me and rebecca super duper ultra high !
Very into manometer, Narnia and joe jonas.
I keep irritating rebecca, Joe jonas is manometer.
Then we pass letter, all bout narnia and everything. Then Mr tan confiscated.
Hahaha, then we think if he reads, he will think we are cazy.
but he didnt lah, LOL !

Then we have to vote for the debate thing.
Jordan is experiencing karma manzxxz ! LOLLL ! haha
The whole class left 21 person, 19 person want to sabo him. Haha !
Then class 28 person that time, 21 sabo him. LOL

Kevin lee also tio nominated.
He always suso tio, debate tio, that time chairman also tio. LOL
Mr Tan said :

" Kevin lee 's language is limited. Because debate cannot use hokkien. If there is any hokkien debate, i will look for kevin lee "

HAHA ! Damn funny lahzxxz ! LOLL

" childhood lover ~ " LOL

Oh ! I found another Mr Ho.
Mr tan also not bad lah, one period 9 K.O
Whole class lah, be'cos he talking bout argumentative essay, LOL

Mr Ho is still the stylest of them all de lah,
half the class, 7 K.O ( and its like almost every lesson ) haha

After school went to sports heat :D
Fun fun fun ! Cheer alot ! Now my throat very pain, haha

When i step into the stadium, Bryan shout shout shout. Like i running like that =.-

Grats gerry ! But dont get so nervous when the actual day you know ?
I have faith in you :D You must have faith in urself too (:

Anywayyyy, Sports day still got bout 3 weeks ?
Dont need scare. now train harder. Sure can de (:
I got instinct :D Cheery !

Friday going CCK, support Jordan :D

Friday !

Lesson is damn funny :

"if u find yrself in a dark room
where walls are shaky and floors are bloody.
dont worry, cause u r in my heart ."

HAHAHAHAH
( regine 's fav de lah, LOL )

After school ! Went to Ngee ann to experience poly life.
I took Media & Humanities :D
Media is super fun, i see how the back production of tv programme.
Its super cool to see how they change shot and cut in advertisment slot.
The job of director and stuff ! Cool cool (:

( but the inside the show content, i think i shldnt leak out. Its top secret, LOL )

Humanities boring luh ! All the thingggggg ...
HAHA, oh yahhh ! Jordan met her sister friend there.
Then the girl is like " Jordan jordan, hi ! (: "
Then Jordan is like " Me ? " LOLLLLLL
Not you still got ? LOL

After that, Rachael 's mum send me to tuition (:
Thank you ! :D

When i went home have this great news, no need to go home this weekend !
YEAH MANZXXZ !

Talked to gerry for the whole night until i fall asleep ! Sorry !
Dont be paranoid !

Saturday

I stayed at home for the whole fking day -.-
So fk, everyone also going out sia.
Then i am like =.-

Sunday

Went to Mac at bout 12 pm
Meeting Jordan.
Sit there and think alot.
Draw alot also, draw what i think.
Also what i see.
Its like spiritual learning~
Until like 3, Jordan say he no longer coming.
Pek chek, so i went home.
Chatted with Rachael.
Then howard came :D
He so cute, become so skinny, so poor thing.
Play with him :D
Suddenly think of blogging.
Even knowing its gnna take like 3 hours okayyyyy ! Haha
So i cabled my phone for super long hours.
Until like just now when i take out then i saw so many missed calls and sms.
Sorry Jordan & rebecca !

FINALLY !
I posted every little bit, okay not really all but yeahhhh .

( JORDAN ! I got the screen short ! HAHAHA )

XOXO

I know you people miss my post
( HAHA )

end time : 9.15 pm

i still take my surname

2008-07-09T21:42:00.003+08:00

I went to east coast on youth day !
( Its super fun, amazing )

" Jordan, yours is 2. Jolyn, yours is three. Haha "

( 'll update the full version )

( There's no price I won't pay )

2008-07-05T21:42:00.008+08:00

I know you people miss me :D
( HAHA, I sound-ed so bps. Hahaha )

Anyway.. as shown, life is hectic ( and i mean very )
I never update for exactly a week, not exactly is be'cos i have nothing to update.
I am probably to lazy to, everyday 'm only home after 9 like 9.30 pm.

When everyone is like gnna sleep/ preparing for school or anything.
I just got home, everyday only back home after 12 plus hour.
How cool is that man ? Actually its not very cool ...

After you go home, i just wnna sleep liao. Its very tirring.
Imagine go school do work, after school do work, tuition do work, go home do work.
Its like so ermmm ? ( The after school do work is fake, LOL )
But i just ermm, let the fact of disliking tution off alrdy.
No point keep whining bout it, & somehow i like tuition now.

Not exactly like, is like i can really learn something from it.
I go through 4 chapter of physics already ( Its alot to me, dont comment, LOL )
Then its like since it somehow help then nevermind lor.

There is alot of things happening lately, causingme to have mood swing.
All the anger, frustration, sadness and everything going on.
But my beautiful lovely brought it all away.
Currently : Very happy :D

My dairy is not with me so i wont update bout the little details today.
Will blog bout the more recent things about life.

Youth Day

Its super fun esp when you sit arnd jokers. LOL
The dance is really good. I like it alot.
And Ms Tan have a good voice ( Everybody agree )
But about Joshua tan ( I know rebecca got alot of comment )
When J tan sing, im like dead laughing. Keep laughing like crazy.
HAHAHA. Its just too funny, its just so funny, it make me wanna cry. LOL

And, everyone is so shock that Ms Gopal is slim last time.
Haha, thats like so funny with all their reaction.
Then Ms Chua young that time so cute. ( Still as chubby, LOL )

The performance is good then Jordan very zuai his face appear 3 times in the video.
So sick, still go and count he appear how many time. LOL ! ( Joking joking, haha )

Overall the performance is pretty cool :D

After school, stayed back in school. Then have alot of fun with ..

plus regine, plus jolyn.

They keep taking pictures then we keep laughing. For more info about those pictures.
Please feel free to proceed to Elaina 's blog for more pictures, Haha.
I want to blog bout this extremely funny part to me.

Aishah trying to seduce me, LOL !
Regine got the camera then she ask aishah to flirt with me.
Haha, then aishah do the stupid thing then touch me.
When i am helping her to design her idk what i am drawing, haha !
Her face is more like witch, hahaha !

We stay until like 5 ? Then mr kong come telling ask to leave early.
So we went to mac after it, that time we also have a crazy time.
Me, Aishah, Jordan and Jolyn had quite a great laugh in mac.

" Be careful he sue you ah ! " LOLLL

( AND AISHAH ! You stop it with the consitpated look hor ! LOL )

7 and left for tuition.

Thank you Jordan for your 3 hours

Today

I and Joyln meet 11, in the end she have to help out in her mum 's stall.
Then ended up waiting for hours. ( I feel so cheated, LOL )

I and my god-mum style, 2 sentence only then start quarreling.
So i went out of the hse as time meeting jolyn is nearing.
Went out then go to Jordan 's hse to pass him his things.
Then i went in search of Jolyn 's mum stall.
I canot find man ! I walk non-stop arnd the market for 40 minutes.
In the end i give up then rest at CC.
Sms-ed Jordan, ask him come find me. but then he eating lunch at home.
So i have to wait. Waited for one hour then he finally came :D

That Jolyn, at that time still haven come.
I and Jordan crap until sian then he say he wnna go home to play com.
Ask me go his house, as he mother is at home so reject.
We say after i meet Jolyn then we go his house as by the time,
His mum is no longer at home.
Went to look for Jolyn 's mother stall again. I think its ina hole lah.
I cant find lah, in the end Jolyn came and we went to Jordan 's hse.

See them play audi.
Audition is so scary manzxzx !
I think i even have problems with the key liao lor. LOL
See 2 audi freak at there play, haha.
Like bout 5 then Jolyn went home alrdy.
SHE AR, LOL ! LIFT ALSO SCARE.
I keep scaring her in the lift, hahahahha !

After that, stayed at Jordan house until 6.30 pm the went home.
Went to godmum home then go back bp home.
I wait for the bloody 963 for so long man, wthhhh.

OH YAH ! When i reach my home. Then got a bloody cat.
Stand in front of the lift. Meow at me.
Wa biang eh, siam lah. So scary lah ! Omg ?
Then i faster get into the lift then the cat also come in.
I am like super freak out then i shouted, not really shout.
Then so ps lah ! The 2 guys is like okayyyy.
Then got one guy, not uncle help me to block the cat then went the cat come in.
I go hide behind him, like i know him like that -.-

I am super freaked out then when i reached home, still continue whining.
Haha, mum bought cherry :D

And there is yoghurt in the fridge, YES ! LOL
( I know, its a big deal and its ur problem. haha )

sleepy eyes but crazy mind

forced by the circumstances

2008-06-28T11:23:00.003+08:00

( I forget what i wnna post, its something funny that Betty said yesterday )

Forget the fancy line, oh well .

I forget that alicia is going for Love @ keming to meet her primary school friends.
I am like so forgetful, i should have get a few friends and go borders with me.
Now i am stuck with my com, h/w alone, my godmum went out.

3pm then alicia will be back, shyt manzxz.
So i shall just play the computer then.
Oh yah, my holiday assignment left with SS, History and Chinese.

Its like almost all by Monday kind, so i am kinda dead.
Must start on the 8 Chinese compo thingy liaooooo.
But not now, i am not even wearing my spects yet, i am still in the i just woke up mood.

Oh yah, morning call Jordan ( Gina ) as usual he is alrdy awake.
I woke up at 8, but then i dont dare go back to sleep.
I scare later i sleep then overshot, i on music by my ear until 9 .
Called him then i go back to sleep till 10.30 am.

My bloody mum called me and say some crap.
( Like who bloody cares ? )

Later going to east coast to cycle as usual .
Maybe can go see Jordan, LOL

( Horoscope is so zhun man, wth. Until i dont believe it liao man )

I decided to believe what she said and its also be'cos the trust we share.

peace

2008-06-27T22:22:00.002+08:00

Today school is super funny kinda thing ! Its super cool ! Haha.
I can like laugh out loud upon thinking about it lah !

Okay, morning . ( crap kind )

Skip

Okayyyyyy. Lets start with History.
Have to pass up Holiday assignment but i didnt and i dont really care.
But 'm gnna try to do it during the weekends in 10 min time. LOL
( Its gnna be midnight, baby ! )
Mr Nazar didnt come ! ( clap clap :D )
I , Jordan and Tong En crap like hell much , she can just laugh at peking.
We didnt really watch the stupid history video bout japanese, we are like giving Jordan updates bout like how much he actually missed when he went to CCK to run.

Yesterday is fking fun lahzxzx ! Omgggggggg.
Its like such a day man ! I can drop dead upon hearing it.
So coolllll ! Lets say bout yesterday now, LOL

( Its kinda random but bear with it :D )

Okay, yesterday. After Reb left for tuition ( Your tuition rocks manzxz ! HAHA )
I went to look for Tong En they all in order to borrow some h/w material.
Haha, be'cos they at LT for Youth day performance rehearsal !

Then they change their venue to Hall. So i packed my stuff up and went up kinda thing.
I went up is like super funnyyyyyyy, i abandoned my work.
Just briefly see through then heck liao, afterall, i finished my physics :D

Okay, so I , PJY, Tong En and Jordan ( Tong En 's Loser Bf, LOL ) were like inside.
Then we stat crapping and make alot of stupid jokes,
then link link link to bet, i kept betting him with whole lots of things.
Haha ! And its all like retarded ! HAHAHA !

E.g 1 : Go to huhan and say hey Yi tao ! ( FKING RETARDED ! )

E.g 2 : Go to huhan ( again ) and say exco big ah ! ( LOL )

E.g 3 : [ Be'cos wai kit is singing ] Run up the stage and hug wait kit.
And shout : " WAI KITTTT! AHHHH ! "
( HAHAH, Ms yeng is there ! Thats the challenge ! )

E.g 4 : Go to Nadia and shout " Nadiaaaaaaaaaaa ! AHHHHH ! AUTOGRAPH ! "
( HAHAHAH, It go with gay moves, HAHA )

Lots more ! But somehow forget, we laugh until stomachache lah.
We have like so much fun and not very fun part.
Whenever with my fancy partner, we are chaos manzxzx !
Oh, sorry. Should be peace ~ LOL ( inside joke )

( Why fancy partner : Its a long story. Interested ? Call me, LOL. )

" I want windmill ! I want windmill ! I dont want bear ( hit the bear into laksa soup ) "

Okay, back to topic. Update Jordan bout what fun he miss out.
Then crap for thw whole period the its english.
English crap with gerry. Oh yah ! Today keep asking me to eat her cake.
Haha, keep wanting me to try. But then, its nice ! Timmy , i love your cake :D

Okay. After Eng is MT.
Die, my holidays assigment still stuck at 6 Q only, LOL
but my teacher walk in with 2 good news.

1st: Remedial canceled, nithing to teach bout
2nd : Holiday assignment by Monday ( WOOOO )

Haha, so shiok manzxzx ! But lesson is dead boring.
I sit behind Sally then keep 20 min more, 15 min more blar ~

Reccess is also veryyyy fun ! :D
Cause of the fancy biscuit of my fancy partner, LOL
Then we are like very into the biscuit kinda thing, haha !

Wooo. chemistry. Late one period let us go. LOL
Be'cos of the bloody experiment, but its not that bad.
But that stupid regine -.-

Use the pipette and treat it as water gun and shoot me with distilled water.
Like what is your problem ? Regine Lim.

Okay. After that crazy at the class. Super crazy kind ! HAHA
Like mad woman and mad guy !

( I do censorship )

HAHA !
Went to canteen blar blar, did like so much chem manzxz ! LOL
Didnt do much, and do at a later part when like Tong En and Regine is gone.
Amy ( ll ) also went off, Fancy guy went for his fancy CCA and blar.
Left me, Jolyn and Jordan awkward-ing. Okay, lets replace awkward.
Left us nothing to do is better.

Actually we can kinda skip those part kinda thing.

THE REAL FUN PART IS THE GO MAC ONE MAN ! HAHA !
Went to mac with Jordan and Jolyn.
Fancy partner promised to run out from his CCA and join us later.

Okay, when we are at there then we can say is that we like laugh for whole full hour.
Laugh until out stomach pain, no more cheek cells.
We are gnna emo on Monday, no strength to let the muscles smile liao, LOL

We are continue-ing the 5 dollars bet ! HAHA !

E.g 1 : Order double cheeseburger and tell them the beef inside must be middle rare.
( I think they might kill you, HAHA )

E.g 2 : Go to the police station and rap " Show me what u got, yomama ! "
HAHA, The bet is $20 ! LOL !

E.g 3 : Go to another table and snatch the little boy's fish burger,
then faster bite one and stare at him, LOL

We have like thousand more ! Haha, all very sick one. HAHA
( According to Jordan )

Then I , PJY and Jordan like laugh unitl really is dead laughing like mad !
HAHA ! After bout 6.45, left for tution.

During tuition i can like laugh knd when i think of the bets, HAHA

End time : 1.03 am

( I got my own ways )

beautiful disaster

2008-06-25T21:54:00.004+08:00

( Omggggg, i am like finally gnna post ! O: )

School have reopened :D I am so happyyyyyy.
Although its like very tirring, like having to go tuition and stuff like that.
Buttttt, overall its great ! Haha, getting to see friends is really cool !

( i feel like deleting all my quiz post, its like occupying number of post, like i have like 250 posts. Its like all crap kinda thingy ~ Haha )

Okay anyway, past few days are pretty okay.
Like i am not killed for holidays assignment, but soon be.
I never pass up my A-maths today. But i guess i am like so _____ to Mrs leong, She wont even care ~

Anywayyyyyyy, lets skip yesterday. Later write too long again.
And i will keep short bout what happened today :D

Went school, slightly earlier than before .
When i reached there, no one was there yet ( As in darlings )
LOL ! So nevermind, begin to slack at my seat until Jolyn came !

Sooner or after, Jordan came and we are like chatting kinda things.
Then soon, everyone came ( Oh, forget to write. Everyone in the morning is like copying amaths lah. LOL ! Cannot copy ! Must learnnnnnn ! HAHA )

Lesson is like super lesson kinda things. Not much to talk bout.
( Tomorrow gnna get 2 free periods ! WAHAHA ! )

Recess, eat with Regine, Tong En and Jordan.
We are like crapping like hell lots ! Its super funny ! :D

" Thila ~ "

After recess, have some boring matrices going on but like who cares ?
Its like so god damn lame and stupid but nevermindddddddd.

OH YAH ! Today ! We have like got 3 periods of Physics.
i thought i am like gnna be so dead kinda thing.
But its like pressure never get onto me and push me down on to the table, haha .

I am like so god damn energetic after physics ! Until now also ! Haha.
Its like so cool ! Then Jordan is like " Eh, You never sleep ah ? "
LOL ! I am like so not gnna lorrrrrrr, haha

Sorry, Jai Chyi !
I keep saying " ouch, ouch , ouch " during physics lesson !
Be'cos my body muscle are aching be'cos of yesterday 's PE.
At first i thought it was the volleyball, but then i realise is the push ups.
LOL, who cares ? Its better now anyway ~

Ohhhhh, today got CCA.
Its as boring, as omg ? Like i really dont like it.
Be'cos its more to a individual group work, LOL !
Like just one person can finish all the work in one group.
Haha, Bryan is style. We are like together then he is like go there sleep only.
Ask him go canteen find the abandoned Jordan, he also dont want.
Tell me he wnna sleep ! So lameeeeeeeeee ! ( Haha )

After CCA, its like 5 ? Then i started doing me h/w ?
( I know you must be like, Elsie do h/w O.O ! LOL )

Then crap, scream, shout, laugh and do h/w till 6.40 then i walk to tuition with Jolyn.
We somehow talked alot bout the everything then we parted.

Oh ! Today tuition is cool ! :DDDDD
Cause im not tired ( and Jolyn is gnna join in the class too ! ;D )
Then its like time passed kinda fast. I finished my chemistry ~

After tuition went home, when i played computer.
Thn i just realised time already so late liao sia ! haha.

Tmrw after school like nothing gnna happen, i can slack at school ! :D
Yeah ! Haha. But seem others are all bz o.o

Well, forget it ~

( its just seem to be like this )

130 PA ++

2008-06-22T18:22:00.002+08:00

Start and End ( What a stupid quiz name )

Time started: 5.20 pm

Sex: ( Man in disguise ) Female
Birthday: 260193
Siblings: Alicia Chong ( and is a fairly irritating sister )
Eye color: Black ;D ( I dont like you to correct and tell me its brown, LOL )
Shoe size: 7 ? I have got big feet
Height: Sec 1 : 160 Sec 2 : 163 Sec 3 : 161 ( Lets take the average, LOL )
What shirt are you wearing: Nike T shirt
Where do you live: Singapore
Righty or lefty: Righty ~
Can you make a dollar in change right now: =.- No ? What the bloody hell is it ?
Who are your closest friends: Jordam, Rachael, Regine, Tong en, Rebecca etc
Best place for a date? : Haha, Idk
Where is your fav place to shop: I dont like shopping, its too tirring -.-
Favorite kind of plant: o.o Dunno, catus ? Lol
Fave Color: The colour of the skyyyy ~ ( Not blue, sky ! )
Fave Number: 26
Fave Boys Name: Harry. hahaha
Fave Girls Name: Elsie, LOLOLOLOLOL !
Fave Sport: I am like so not into it, haha
Fave Month: January :D
Movies: The leap years ( T.T i want the bookkkkkkk )
Juice: Anything sour but not sour pulm, LOL
Finger: Dk, nothing in particular.
Breakfast food: Nothing in particular also, LOL
Favorite cartoon character: Betty boop :D Pucca :D
Given anyone a bath: Howard & Anson. I can take up the job of nanny lah, LOL
Smoked: No manzxzx ! Its so not cool ~
Made yourself throw-up: Haha, thats even stupid-er. I look aneroxic ? LOL
Gone skinny dipping: Nahhhhh, not that crazy.
Eaten a dog: HAHA ! Yeah ! I still keep its bone ! LOL
Put your tongue on a frozen pole? Omg, that is sick man ! LOL ! It hurts ~ but i know but nvr try b4 ! LOL
Loved someone so much it made you cry? Gazillion times
Broken a bone? Omg ? No. I will cry until i fainted.
Played truth or dare: Yaaaaaa, maple version also. LOL !
Been in a physical fight: Ermmm, no
Been in a police car: No, and i never wnna be.
Been on a plane: Yah, i like the scenery out there ;D
Come close to dying: No
Been in a sauna: Ermmm, play with cousins. LOL Hide and seek inside, LOL
Been in a hot tub: Nope ~
Cried when someone died: DUHHHHH ! LOL !
Cried in school: Yah.
Fell off your chair: Ermmmm, haha. No i guess.
Wait for someone's phone call all night: Yes -.- Like a fking idiot, more than one
Saved AIM/Yahoo conversations: Always do. I have messenger plus
Saved e-mails: Nahhhh, my inbox is so clean man, LOL
Fallen for one of your best friends: Nahhhh, thats crazy.
Made out with JUST a friend? Even crazier ~ What is the diff b/n 2 friends and 1 friend. You did it, you suck.
Used someone: I didnt, but idk what others think

What is...

Whats your good luck charm? Oh, i dont have . My luck is not bad myself, LOL
Best song you ever heard: Stop and stare, partly be'cos One republic is cool ~
What's your bedroom like: I dont have a bed room. I sleep in the study room :D
Last thing you said: Dont like that leh ( LOL )
What is beside you? Cream collon that Jordan give me, LOL
Last thing you ate: Pandan cake
What kind of shampoo do you use? Head and shoulder ( I dont believe i bored until go toilet check -.- )
Best thing that has happened to you this year: Nothing like ultra super good kind ( Patch Tong En ? Had a good holidays ? )
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: lalala

Have you had...

Chicken pox: Yeah man ! Lucky its when i am young
Sore Throat: I think i having it right now :/
Stitches: No ! Thats another painful thingy.
Broken nose: -.- No. ( And dont get a nose job, Vernette ! LOL )

Do You.

Believe in love at first sight: How could i still not believe it ? LOLLL
Like school: Yeah :D ( looking forward to when almost everyone dread to )
What schools have you gone to: Keming primary school, bukit view secondary school
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000. dollars: Ewwwwwwwwwww ! OMG ! YUCKS ! NOOOOO !
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: ( i like this Q ) Robinson Crusoe, LOL
Who was the last person that called you: Chee fong, he missed call me. Probably accidentally press until
Who was the last person you slow danced with: HAHA ! I did a fast dance with Howard, LOL
What makes you laugh the most? Ermmmmm, when i remember alicia 's awkward incident at genting, LOLOLOL !
What makes you smile? When Howard call me zehzeh :D

Last Person..

You yelled at: Alicia ? o.o ( i think so, so fierce to her manzxz, LOL )
Who broke your heart: lalala
Told you that they love you: Rachael
Is your loudest friend: Ermm, regine. LOL

Do you/Are You:

Do you like filling these out? Haha ! When i am bored. Yes, i do. I even went to search engine for it, LOL
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Glasses, contacts look so scary, loll
Do you like yourself: There is kind of love b/n " us " LOL
Do you get along with your family: Kinda bad. Who cares ~
Stolen anything over $50: I dont even steal ~
Obsessive Compulsive? I lazy check wikipedia man, its tirring. LOL
Anorexic? HAHAHA ! Even if i said, who believe ? LOL !
Suicidal? LOL ! Kinda op now. I have mood swing, nxt moment, pessi, LOL

Final questions

What are you listening to right now? Take abow, Rihanna
What did you do yesterday: Ermmmmmm, play computer. LOL
Have you hated someone in your family: Duhhh, my mum ~
Got any awards: Say liao you also dont believe ah. Model student ~ LOLOLOL !
What car do you wish to have: I dont have a car ~
Where do you want to get married: Not gnna get married, no one wants. haha
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? I dunno.
Good driver: Nahhhh, cant even drive.
Good Singer: So good manzx ! I just break a glass ~
Have a lava lamp: NO have ~
How many remote controls are in your house: Who would actually know that ! LOL
Are you double jointed: O.O ! 'm not dont wnna be, omggg.
What do you dream about: It depends -.- What kind of Q is this manzx
Last time you showered: Hours ago
Last time you took a bath: Wayyyyyyyyyy back into childhood
Scary or happy movies: happt movies :D
Chocolate or white chocolate: Chocolate. White chocolate is gross :l
Root Beer or Dr.Pepper: Both sucks, LOL
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Its as gross -.-
Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla :D
Summer or winter: Autumn ~
Silver or Gold: Sliver ~
Diamond or pearl: Diamonds are a girl 's best friend. ( LOL )
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunrise
Sprite or 7up: I rather drink coke
Cats or dogs: Ew ? Cat x.x DOG ! Though i dont really like ~
Coffee or tea: Tea ~
Phone or in person: In person luhhhhh ! Phone is super not bad, of course ~
Indoor or outdoor: Ermm, outdoor

End Time: 6.22 pm

I am super bored

( believe your words )

2008-06-22T15:19:00.004+08:00

( Alicia is like very maple freak, she told me she miss maple at sentosa. Omg ? Lol. And she is now playing maple, she say she want to spend her last moment with maple, LOL )

Stupid alicia is making stupid noises, asked her to shut up.
She say : ( act cute voice ) Okay, but i still love you okay ? Love you ~

-.-

Make love, not war, and all will be fine.

I wonder what this apply to o.o
My horoscope said so, i wonderrrrr.
It seem i cant quite get the horoscope meaning manzx ! ( frustrated )

Anyway, just now the trip to sentosa wasnt very fun ( or pleasant )

But the trip made me want to go back again ;D
I like the beach ( provided that its like just now, cooling weather )

I want to sit there cause there look cool, haha .
But then its quite impossible now, tomorrow and school reopened ( clap ! )

I better go do my holiday assignment now ! O:

( i dunno where to start from )

you can run, but you cannot hide away from your destiny

2008-06-21T19:46:00.002+08:00

Afterall, mercury is so near to the sun, uranus is so far away at the back.

1.Lets start with your name?
- Elsie, i dont mind you call me Harry.( Look bryan ! Harry ! Not hairy ! )

2. What do you think about smoking?
- Emo people fav hobby, they love killing themselves slowly

3. Do you open up to people easily?
- Hmmmm, not really actually.

4. Whats your favourite drinks?
- I dont really know how to answer this, nothing in particular

5. What is one thing you question a lot?
- What will happen after school reopen.

6. Do you lead people on?
- Nahhhhh

7. Are you married?
- I wish i am, then get away from my stupid mother.

10. Do you miss someone?
- No

12. Your current status?
- Single

13. Are looks important?
- Errr, not really. Inner beauty ~

14. What are you wearing just now?
- Shirt and shorts

15. Are you mad at someone right now?
- No

16. Are you taking anyone for granted?
- Idk o.o

17. Where do you keep your money?
- Some where arnd my cupboard. I just throw it in

19. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
- alone

21. When did you wake up this morning?
- I forget already, i woke up, played com and went back to sleep

22. Quick, say a line from any song:
- The way that i love you, the way that i love you ( Ashanti :D )

23. How was your day?
- Fking boring

24. Do you live near a friend?
- No, not now.

25. Are you scared of spiders?
- Ermmm, small one not scare ( 'm not regine ) Big one is like -.-

28. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
- I want other people kids :D

29. What do you know about the future?
- HAHA ! Asking Jordan for money. ( inside joke )

33. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- Not really, depends on what thing.

35. Most hated food?
- Some vegetables which have very vege taste and smell.
( I know you dont know what i mean, haha )

36. What is a major pet peeve of yours?
- Idk o.o

37. Do you wish someone would call you?
- Omggggggggggg, please call me ? I am full of @#$%^&
( negative feelings )

38. Do you miss your childhood?
- Not at all

39. What's something you wish you could understand better?
- What other people feels
( i can see through them and know what they are thinking )

40. If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because?
- Ermmmm, I dont really know. Ask the person that dont like me.

41. What are you excited about?
- Nothing at all, my inner peace is like so peace manzxz.

44. Have you lost friends in the past?
- Yes, one. But i dont want her back at all.

45. What did you do four days ago?

- Mood swinging

Boring day, so i am not going to post bout it.
Quiz is better :D

Please dont hate me

2008-06-21T10:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night, slept early. Computer is boring.
No one online, no one to chat anymore, so went to sleep.

School is reopening, kinda sian when i think of wake up at 6, sleep at 12 sia .
But its kinda fun too as in got to see all my friends again .

My h/w is far from completed , Idk how to complete sia.
Last week mother warn me liao, ask me finish all h/w by weekend.
Freak ass liao lor, later she scold scold scold -.-

Sunday going to sentosa somemore , what crap manzxzxz .

Such a crappy week .

Stop crying your heart out

2008-06-21T00:26:00.002+08:00

Whatever it is Quiz

Which do you prefer, boyfriends or guyfriends, and why?
- No boyfriend, so guyfriend. Boyfriend can break, no true love, no forever.
( My tai tai brain wash one manzxzx ! )

If you had three wishes, what would they be?
- 100 million
- No tuition
- Coldrock ice-cream

( what a realistic dream hur ? )

What would your reaction be when you see someone you like flirting with another girl/boy?
- How i know -.- But i cannot go infront and ask the person who she flirting with to fk off right ?

( I am trying very hard to make this quiz interesting you knowwwwww, HAHA )

What will you be in 8 years time?
- See Jordan get rich and have a wife :D ( haha ) 23, maybe die liao, you also dunno.

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
- I will , like my god-mum ( in the end is dont really heck, LOL ) things like that, friends blar

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- 2 days, LOL. How i know ? -.- Dont say wait, i dont even have someone i like ~

Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
- A few things ( i dont do comparison, LOL )

Do you get butterflies around the girl/guy you like?
- Why are this kinda of Q hur ? -.- Idkkkkk !

Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
- Duh, and still missing .

Who are currently the most important people to you?
- 8 darlings (:

Have you ever wanted someone, but knew you couldn't?
- o.o No siaaaaaa

What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
- ( I hate you for a sec, Jordan ) Idk -.-

Are you happy with your life?
- ( For this moment, LOL ) Ya, kinda happy.

Would you give your all in a relationship?
- This is cool, some people get so hurt when they give all in siaaaaa.
So issit really that heartbreaking ? :DDDD ( I sound so moronic and out of point, who cares )

If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, which one would you pick? the lousier one or the better one?
- No one, unfair to both. And that make you a bitch ~

Which teletubby do you like?
- HAHA ! I like lala last time, LOL
I have the pathetic yellow creature deep down in my cupboard, LOL

Do you often wish there was something you could change?
- Nothing :l Kan chao kai liao.

What type of girl do you look for?
- Sorry, but 'm aint no lesbian ( or bi )

People I tag:
- Regine
- Shirley
- Janene
- Gerry
- Aicia
- Rebecca
- Rachael

THE SEVEN QUIZ

Anything or anyone that makes you smile:
- Talking to Jordan, LOL
- Msn Rebecca
- See ah lian blog, even LOL ( sometime piss off, haha )
- Read Alicia and her friend 's blog
- Nothing to do that time
- Play with howard
- Talk on the phone

Seven things to do to win my heart:
- No
- one
- is
- interested
- anyway
- so
- move on

Seven things I believe in:
- Horoscope :DDD
- Karma
- You learn everytime you bleed
- Some things, you just have to figure it yourself
- People can let you down, but you must nvr let urself let people down, try your very best
- Honesty is the best policy ( That sound so fking moronic, haha )
- Dont treat people the way you dont want them to treat you

Seven things I'm afraid of:
- Cats
- hypocrites

( I dont think so anymore, its deadly enough, LOL )

Seven things I do everyday:
- Sms
- Call someone ( They can miss call me, lol )
- Think whether got people faint anot
- Play computer
- Paranoid ( irritating thing to do but stillllll )
- Read daily horoscope of newspaper and internet.
- Blog

Seven things I wish for:
- I dont know
- wish so much for what
- 70 yrs down the road also in coffin
- wish liao didnt get then sad
- wish liao , get liao then shiok for that 2 mths ot sthg
- meaningless luh

Seven people you tagged:
- Regine
- Shirley
- Janene
- Gerry
- Aicia
- Rebecca
- Rachael

( Happy, then take it ~ )

Use the first letter of your first name. They have to be real places, names, things - nothing made up. You cannot use your own name for the boy/girl names.
- Excellent
- End
- English
- Express
- Electricity
- Earth
- Electron, LOL

Crappy Quiz

- cancel this crappy part -

1. If time were to rewind, when would you like it to stop?
- Hmmmm, no longer wnna go back to the past .

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- Ask my brain cells, they control what i dream of when i sleep -.-

3. Who's life would you want to takeaway most?
- I dont really understand, whats its asking

4.What would you do with a billion bucks?
- Drop out from school, just lax myself for the rest of my life

5. Are you happy with life?
-( 'm not mood swinging ) Kinda happy

6. If you were going to die in 5 mins time, and you have only enough time to say goodbye to to say goodbye to 10people, who would they be?
- I want say good bye to 12 people, you cant stop me or reject me.
After all, i am gnna die leh !

7. Can you whistle?
- Daddy once say keep that stupid sound to me, dont embarrass myself, LOL

8. Do you like going to school?
- Yes (: ( Super look forward, Peter ! I am gnna cover my face ! haha )

9. What kind of person are you?
- th self-proclaimed '' Rocker '' ( Haha )

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
- Oh, how i know ? LOL

11. How would you see yourself in 10yrs' time?
- 25, Idk. Maybe begging for food on the streets lor ~

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- I dont wnna answer this, i am getting bored

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Single and rich, married can diovorce, dummy heads

14. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- See h/p

15. What does your favourite kind of shampoo smells like?
- I dont care, its just my big bushy long hair lah ! Wash it, thats it -.-

16. How would you rate the perfection of your life now?
- Kinda sucks, LOL ( mood swinging liao )

17. What type of people do you hate?
- Hypocrite ( s )

Rules : Each blogger start with ten random facts or habit about themselves. Blogger that had been tagged to do have to post out 10 random facts/habits about themselves. At the end of it, blogger have to tag ten people to do the quiz. And of course, tell them they have been tagged.

Find out yourself, prettyheads. Dont be lazy ! :D

People I tag:

- Regine
- Shirley
- Janene
- Gerry
- Aicia
- Rebecca
- Rachael

( seven is enuff, i believe in karma, LOL )

Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul.

2008-06-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

kaleidoscope mood ! :D

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together."

( quoted by marilyn monroe )

My tittle or both my opening of my post and my title, she is a great woman.
After all, she suffered so much and went through everything.
But the sad part is that she ended her life herself .

Oh, today went out with Aunts. Super cool (:
I just finish my large srawberries ! :D Super duper nice ! Omggggg.
Okay, i shouldnt say much bout the berries, LOL

Today went to meet aunts at Taka ! Then we went to eat sushi teh ! :D
It have been quite a long time since i last eat some nice japanese food.

Had our lunch and went to shop around Taka, didnt do much actually.
Just walk here and there, chit chatting. Then later rest at coffee club.
Then went to kino, all the typical day out with aunts lah, lolll

Came back then i am like dead tired, lay on the bed.
Then Jordan is like sms-ing like asking me to go mac, he studying there.
Actually i scare my mother will ask me go tuition but i took a gamble.
She didnt ask me go ! :D ( Nag with one sentence )

Omg, Ma <3

Went to mac and find Jordan, bloody weather is so damn hot.
Nevermind, i got inner peace.
Went there at bout 5 and just sit there watch him do work, LOL

Cause i dare not bring work, later mother nag. Ask me go tuition.
Went out with only my h/p , no money somemore.

So just sit there and here him say he cannot get the answer, haha !
Okay, he give up after like 1 Q and we started chit chatting.
We chatted bout near 7 then we headed home.

Reached home, really dunno why my mother so happy today man !
Never even breathe a word of tuition when i come back.
Good lor, played com and had my dinner.

I smiled to my mother, it had been a long time isnt it ?

ANW ! Sally , the part that you dread to see :D
Yesterday 's picture

No need scare man, so little picture onlyyyyyyy.

'm still in a strawberry mood :D

what the hell ?

2008-06-20T11:12:00.004+08:00

( Mood : Very badd )

Going out with Aunt later to Taka for Alicia 's belated birthday lunch.

Dk going for tution anot. Maybe not ? Idk, hope auntie bring us to the anywhere.
Like that i can no need to go tuition, and i think i am gnna spam h/w today night.
Maybe ? After all, i can just copy mah .

Today zodiac say i shldnt like ask people bout anything, LOL
As in not really like, How is your dinner kind lah ...
But i understand, like finally -.-
I thought i cant get the language into my head manzxz.
Freak me out yesterday night, suddenly cant understand like i always do.

Yesterday horoscope say must relax to boredom.
Make myself feel bored end up paranoid then sadden. Wth ? -.-

( I sound bloody lame )

Will update more when i come back dunno frm where, lol

Rebecca ! See this mustttttt tag me ! O:
Regine ! See this also mustttttt tag me ! OO:

( or else i think you two must be fainted thats why )

hear no evil

2008-06-19T23:43:00.002+08:00

( Currently : Not very happy )

Today is the Cool Thursday ! :D

As the name, its super cool . Haha, went out with Jordan and Sally as stated.
I had a fun day like Sally, we have a crazy day ! :D

( Maybe for Jordan is not that fun, he is too occupied with " gnna play audi later " 's thinking. LOL)

Okay, as instructed ( once again ) , morning call at 9 to Jordan.
( All jordan (s ) like morning call so much manzxz )
Called for like 16 min also never pick up, pick up liao, he is long awake -.-

Okay, nvm. Went back to sleep, wake up bath liao then go liao.
I dont want to stay at home,
although i left house at 10.40 plus, the time we suppose to meet is 1.
But then , Jordan also didnt want to eat homemade lunch so we meet up earlier first.

Went to Jurong and go book shopping in popular ( rebecca, thats not the whole purpose ! LOL )
I bought 3 Key points book , as every lovely know me.
Who think i will actually read it ? LOL
I somehow bought that to console myself ? Idk. Of course i hope i will read -.-

( Thats kinda very whateverrrr, nvmmm )

Jordan came, first sentence :
" I very tired "

second sentence :
" I am gonna audi today man ! "

LOL ! ( Current time : 12.05 am, he is playing audi. Freak not ? Lol )
Haha, we bought some stationaries and went to mac to ...
Study ? Didnt study much, Study half way then people come telling us not to.
Eat ? We drink first, until people come chase then we eat.

I know liao ! Jordan sit inside mac, first sentence :
" Can i psp ? very fast one, 5 min only "

LOL, we somehow went there to slack.
( Sally ! I forget ro take MT holiday assignment from you ! Shyt ! )

Sally is 3 min late, i and Jordan think maybe she is to fascinated by the pasar malam there.
Haha, ohhhhhhh ! She is running a fever ~ " fever " LOL

Sally came and they start discussing bout their project.
Sally is funny lah, she is cute manzxz ! LOL
The way she talk like so funny lor, haha ! ( Its a compliment, Sally )

Cause we cant study in mac so we went to the library.
( we went to buy tickets for Kungfu panda first )
Like i once said, library is too quiet for us ~
We somehow from do work , discuss their project until crapping and looking at each other phone.
Haha ! Sally have too many secrets manzxz, LOL
We are like chatting then look at each others' h/p ( Eg. sms, photo blar blar )
Then the library staff came to warn us that we are noisy.

Oh ya ! We saw Bat ( bad ) Mdm ! :DDDD
I miss her loads ! Haha, then 4 of us is like also crapping quite much.
Then we talked for quite some time ? Then she went off with her mother 's friend 's friend 's daughter ( in short, her friend, LOL ).

So we start to think where we wnna go be'cos our movie is starting like 3 hours time ?
LOL, We thought we will do work, but we are so wrong. Haha

Then suggestion came popping out. Sally is crazy man ! LOL !
She is like so into the world of nature lah !
Haha ! She say go zoo, or else Jurong birdpark, Sungei Buloh also a choice ! LOL
( She say she wan to work in sungei buloh one day, haha )
Then i and Jordan is like super shock and give that " you crazy ah ?" face to her.
LOL, she is like really wan to go lah ! Haha !

Butttttt, I bring them down to reality, LOL
Even Jordan say go there then come back need 1hr, can go waste time.
Haha, so i said we shall go foodcourt to slack, there is nosier.

But idk why, somehow we ended up in the pasar malam, LOL !
Nevermind, at least Sally wont get hungry, haha.
They sorta bought some food, and we sit by the interchange and eat.

" Why are we emo-ing here ? " quoted by Jordan, LOL

Went to foodcourt after they eat, its kinda weird.
Go to foodcourt after eating but neverminddddd, LOL

Sit down, Jordan 's first sentence :
" Can i go arcade ? "

Not much, he went to arcade and left me with Sally chatting.
Then in the end , called Jordan back cause too bored, LOL

OMG ! This conversation is totally censored manzxzxz ! LOL !
All the best part of the day all here liao, LOLOLOL !

( How i wish i could write out, haha ! )

After foodcourt 's talk , went to movie liao. Like finally ?
LOL, after so long that we waited.

Watched Kung fu panda again ! :D
I did improved kays ? LOL ! First time, cry 2 times.
This time cry 1 time only kay ? I rock manzxzx ! Haha ! ( Stupiddd, Lol )

Jordan, try harder next time. Didnt let you caught me cry ( tear is a better word actually) ! Aha !

After tution then mrt-ed and bus-ed to tuition !
'm soooo late, okay, not really. LOL
I only did 2 amaths Q, look how good i am -.-

My horoscope say i shld relax until i am super bored, thats the best.
But today like so many things can do, didnt relax at all.
Still trying a way to, maybe roll on the bed for 1 hr ? Lol

Oh, im currently very very very angry now. After a long post.
I read something and i lost my inner peace to it , wtf man.
Feel like using all !@#$%^&*( lah ! Wa liaooooo !!

I cant post pictures of today, i am like so sadden and i am in a kaleidoscope mood ! :D

( Super mood swing post ~ )

I didnt mean to break your heart

2008-06-18T22:13:00.007+08:00

( I am the ugly baby )

Wahahaha ! I am like so high now, haha !
As if i take drugs or something like that ( okay, whatever )

Hmmmm, last week of holidays. There are its advantages and disadvatages.
Exclude the stupid h/w everyday, I want to go back to school !

( I wan to hit you, Jordan ! ( Janet ) ;D )

At least its less boring ! Not like everyday staying at home.
Quarreling with mother and everything.

Hmmmm, reviewing my holidays . I think its quite good actually (:
( Exclude some very shitty part )

I think this is a holiday that i can go by with, its pretty cool.
( It sound like some bhb, saying her holiday is cool, LOL )
Like i did alot of things, reflections and h/w ( compare to last year, LOL )
I had a pleasant holiday an not hoping for more liao.

I want to see my friends but they dont really want to see me, LOL
Haha, okayyyyy. This and last week is kinda packed ( just kinda only )
Despite all unfinished h/w, which i miracle-ly did some already.
I went out and had alot of fun, meet up with friends :D

Lets blog what happened this week :D

Monday - The Elsie & Rachael 's Singapore trip :D

( Everything i say, divide it by two. Like i say, " Its super fun ! " That means its so fun, because its only half a fruitful trip, LOL. I also dunno why i so lame )

This trip super uber lame plus funny, haha ! Like super uber ultra duper.
We wanted to go like 8 places bu twe ended up going to 4 of it.
And almost all the 4 places are not the impt places of S'pore, LOL !

I really want want want to finish today trip one ! Buttttt,

My rich tai tai, she walk finish CHIJMES then say tired liao, LOL
So we only went to Takashimaya, CHIJMES, NMS and Coldrock.

Its still cool but then the place we didnt go is much more cooler, LOL

Haji lane, Chinatown, Clarke Quay and Esplanade.
Nvmmmm, we have alrdy said, we will finish our trip by this year :D

Hmmmmm, we meet up at WM first to buy compact cameras first.
The compact camera look super cute and funny, like toys like that.

Look so funny manzxz ! Haha, and the wrapping like biscuit like that, LOL

Okay, lets move on, LOL
We mrt-ed to Dhoby gaut, NMS. Our first stop of the trip.
Took alot of picture there, or should i say my compact camera's film all there liao, LOL

There is my second time there, still as fun.
( Especially when the person you is a big joker, LOL ! )

HAHAHA ! Rachael is super funny as she is scared of NMS.
HAHA ! She is like thinking why must it be so dark and in NMS.
There is this funeral thingy, its like showing you how they carry the coffins to one place.
Idk lah, you must see liao then you understand.
Then Rach is like very freak out for the whole time, LOL

I and my sister walk the NMS for 1 hr ? I and her only walk 30 min.
Cause she is busy looking through everything and want to find the exit, LOL

Okok, back to the funeral thingy.
I am bz lookinf throug drawings that i missed out last time then Joker R. Tom,
( You give me name ! th self-proclaimed '' Rocker '' )
She is like asking me to hold her hands kind, LOL
Then when we going to another place.
There is this security guard sitting there reading newspaper,
Joker R.Tom walk to the place and saw the uncle and she shouted, LOL !

Then the uncle is like very freak out, like those what i did face, LOL
The rach and I is like dead laughing already, haha !

Then we apologized with the uncle and we go to another part of the NMS.
Joker R.Tom is like damn funny manzxzx ! She damn not walk through a tunnel which is dark
She rather watch a boring japanese documentary, LOL
Until a malay family walk past then she dare to go -.-

Okay, we went to the cute TV section and take pictures and off we go.

I somehow paiseh her at the exit, i ask her to jump when she is the flash.
Then the flash is like so fast, haha, then she is like a retarded who just jump on the spot, LOL

Haha, after that. We went to other museum, there are other kind of museum.
Like food, photography, fashion and film and wayang.

FLIM AND WAYANG IS COOL MANZXZXZ ! HAHAH !
That Joker R.Tom, she is damn funny.
As we want to go in and take pictures of ermmmm, i dunno whats that call.
Its small picture sof last time movie stars like,

Audrey hepburn ! <3 ( LOL )

Marilyn Monroe !!!!! :D

( Others i dont care, LOL )

Then we went to take pictures of it, then the museum is playing last time movie.
Like those funny movie as the effect is all loudy and plot must be lame.
In the 50's ? or 60 's ? Idk.

Ms Joker R.Tom is like damn freak out by the place, LOL
There is a time where the girl in the movie shout, then i give sarcastic shout.
Then all of a sudden, she shouted and runnnnnn out of the room.
Hahahah ! She say she saw the monster face very ugly, scary ! LOLOLOL !

Then i am like dead laughingggggg ! LOL

We left and walked to CHIJMES, the place is there is nice.
Take a few pictures and we went off, we just went to their toilet to rest.
( Okay, rest is such a weirdo name, LOL )

After that we rested at Raffles City Shopping Centre 's Mosburger.
( Its makes you mellow, LOL )
Then we slacked there for quite some while, talking bout the everything and we headed to Taka.

Yeah me ! :D I bought my kaleidoscope !!!
I bring it with me everywhere now, i really like it .
It makes me relax and feel that the world is such a pretty place, LOL

Haha, after Take and we head to Coldrock.
We got lost in Orchard manzxz ! LOL ! We cant even believe it too.
It ended up in taking a cab from far east plaza like what i and tong en did last time.

Went there and eat out ice cream,
" if you dream it, you can ice cream it "
LOL ! Rebecca say its cheesy ( Mature mature, LOL )

After that and we went home :D

It was such a funnnnnnnn day lah ! By the time at home, alrdy too tired to blog. Haha.

Random pictures !

( sorry for large pictures )

'm gnna bring my film to develop sooon :D

Freak ass Tuesday !

Tuesday is a bad bad bad bad bad bad dayyyyyyyyy.
I hate itttttttttttttttttt, dont like ittttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
Stupid dayyyyyyyyyyy !

Thank you Jordan ! (: Thank you Rachael ( though you are as fierce, LOL ) (:

Wohoho ! Studying at REB 's house

Haha, this is not a very productive day. I went to her house to study.
But she no mood, i no mood, haha ! It end up she did some amaths Q.
I copied some amaths Q, she is damn contradicting lah ! LOL !

First I ask her explain how to do, She tell me,
" I dunno leh, ai ya, anyhow copy lah "

Then after i copied, the she say,
" Dont copyyyyyy ! must learnnnn ! "

=.- Becca seow, whats ur problem ah ? LOL
And i hate you for 2 seconds just now, how dare you tricked me manzxz ! LOL !
Haha, i still cant believe i fall for it, LOL

Oh yah ! She forced me to watch Xiaxue video with her, LOL !
She becoming another gerry, one linkin, one xiaxue.
I so much prefer linkin, LOLOLOL !

But then, ( Give you face ) I did learn something from it -.-
LOL, alot of f word especially. ( I bet you are tsk-ing, LOL )

Left REB 's house at bout 5.30 pm ? Then regine called me and we chit chatted.
At least i know she is not dead, and still can say i very bad -.-

I am still telling rebecca, why like regine nvr online. Like die liao like tt.
Another Jolyn , MIA .

Tution is dead bored, do amaths -.-
Then like completing the square, i see the Q then i gong enough liao.
How am i gnna survie in amaths manzxz ! Woo, i sound so serious bout studies.
LOL, so not me, skip ~

Cool thursday ! :D

Tomorrow, i mean today ( 12.23am )
Hours later, i am gnna meet Jordan & Sally ! :DDDD

Oh my god ? So happy ! Finally gnna meet up with Sally.
Miss her like damn loads ? Haha.

Jordan 's aim is do project, do h/w, watch movie.
I dunno how will he did it, but hope its not a half a fruitful day for him, LOL

Love you, Sally D ! Haha !

I gotta go catch some sleep, sleep earlier. Maybe ma wont nag that much ?
( Advice frm Jordan, crediting you here )

I feel like changing my blogsong o.o
Although this song is veryyyyy nice ~

(post long enough, got effort, can go apologise to Rachael liao.
Rachael, here i comeeeeeeeeeee~)

my eye very pain, so itchy man

2008-06-17T10:35:00.003+08:00

( Ooooohhhhh, Howard just fell down. He is crying now )

( Wait, i sound kinda cold blooded. Nvm )

Hmmmmmm, Tong en called me and ask me if i wnna go out to study.
I rejected her as i wont do my h/w anyway + stupid tuition later.

Omgggggg, today is a typical moronic day ! 'm gnna be so bored liao.
Yesterday, slept at 2+ am. Superrrrr early ?

Lik what regine told me when i first sign in, no human being online.
Thats like exactly manzxzxz ! Or shld i say human beings have their own things to do.
Hmmmm, thats more correct. I have like nothing to do ?

What should i do now ? ( Went to look quiz-es )

( Result : Cant find )

Okay, i am back to blogthing. I am seriously bored.

What does Elsie Chong Yun Yuan means :

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are the total package - suave, _____, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

( Whatever, i dont know why i post it also. Bear with me, You cant blame someone who is bored )

Colours Quiz

2008-06-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

RED
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
- Hmmmmmm, no

2. Which of your friends has the worst temper?
- Hmmmmmm, Rachael ( She hit my back just because i say her _____. )

( you are right ! I forgot what i say her )

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
- Throw rebecca her chicken.

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
- HAHA ! No ...

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell/scream?
- Stare angrily

ORANGE
1. Has anyone ever thrown you a suprise party?
- No, i wouldnt like that, so scary ! o.o

2. Are you easily excited?
- Nahhhh, i got inner peace

3. What event is coming up that your most excited about?
- Nothing much actually.

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
- Hmmmmm, Gerry ? LOL ( got camp then excited kind )

5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
- =.- ( HAHA ! Thats my first thought )

6. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
- Hmmmm, nothing i guess. Let it all fly ~

YELLOW

1.NAME?
- Elsie Chong yun yuan ( Harry )

2. Where were you born?
- Singapore

3. What's your main goal in life?
- No goal, i am super random. To put it in a nicer way, artist's mind ~

4. Do you want to have children?
- Ermm, its complicated. I want but dont want to give birth, i wan take people 's children.

5. How do you want to die?
- Oooohhhhh ! I want to die with all my friends arnd me, thats so cool manzxzxz

GREEN

1. Do you like this colour?
- No, green look so ... green. ( LOL, no one get what i means )

2. Gay Marriage?
- Respect, they have their own rights to do their own things

3. Lowering the drinking age?
- No, although they have age limit. Many teenagers start drinking alrdy. No point.

4. Capital Punishment?
- Yes, they have to pay for wha they did.

5. Abortion?
- No, its cruel. Should be ban unless medical reason.

6. Recycling?
- Yes, but its tirring .

BLUE
1. What was your latest dream?
- I forget already. Anyway, we dont usually remember them.

2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?
- Hmmmmm, Jordan got. Rachael got. Regine got. I dreamt the 3 of them b4 only.

3. Have any of your dreams come true?
- Nahhhhh. Nightmare did

4. Do you usually remember your dreams?
- Hmmmm, depends.

5. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had?
- I didnt care much.

PURPLE
1. Straight, Gay, Bi?
- Straight.

2. Do you have a bf/gf?
- Dont have ( Alicia 's reply damn idiot )

3. Do you have a crush?
- Dont have.

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- ( Alicia 's ans stylest manzxzxz ) Yes

6. Have you ever been in love?
- No

I got nothing better to do.

sixth sense

2008-06-16T20:06:00.003+08:00

Hmmmm, today 's Singapore is half success.
This is Half a fruitful day, LOL

My dearest Tai tai, only up to CHIJMES then tired liao, haha.
So all the impt place like Haji lane, esplanade, chinatown and clarke quay.
Thats equal to nothing actually, LOL.

Will write a more detailed trip next time, not really in the mood to post.

Fk, i think i lost my disc with all my pictures.
Omg omg omg omg omg omg ?

Something beautiful is happening, is happening

2008-06-15T16:47:00.002+08:00

Watched The incredible hulk today, i feel so movie freak ( LOL )
Watched at 10 am when like everyone is sleeping ?
I think my mother purposely go jio us watch the movie cause the time slot de lor.
She so damn bu shuang me for always sleeping so late, but i got inner peace, nvm.

The movie, hmmmmmm, its quite nice.
The effect of the battling scene and the love that the hulk and his girl share.
They cant be together as he is the hulk.

I didnt really quite get the last part of it but then forget it,
i am lazy to use my brain cells to think about it.

I am like so lazy lately can ? I dont even have the mood to think bout everything kinda.
Dont know leh, maybe cause suddenly sleep early then my body haven adapt.
Maybe is tired, thats why lazy. All the linkings, LOL

Ohhhhhhh ! Tomorrow going out with Rachael,
The Elsie & Rachael 's Singapore trip :D
( Omggggg, this is such a stupid name ! Whats wrong with me ? HAHA )

Going all around Singapore and gnna buy temporary cameras !
Idk the bloody name of it, just bear with my language.
( After all i just passed with 10 flying colours )

Super excited bout it, but then haven plan well yet, LOL
nevermind, things will work out manzxzxz.

Alicia want to use the computer liao !

Be my first, my last, my ending and beginning

2008-06-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

Jordan send me this document and talking bout this person, Mr. Juseleeno.
He make predictions, foresee them in his dream then he will record down.
And almost most of his predictions came true. I think its rather spooky but the credibility is like not very high also, if it strue, its gnna be so bloody scary lor.

You can go search for him, its worth reading it.

One of his predictions is that : Scientists will be able to find the cure for cancer but a new life-threatening virus will appear and people affected by it will be killed within 4 hours.

( Inside joke : Virus give people courage ? LOL )

All his predictions is so scary, if it really come true. I drop out from scholl liao man, LOL.
Life is too short for all these shyt to happen, sound so pessi manzxzx ! LOL

Actually i am here to scold bout ah lian, haha.

Recently have been doing blog surfing about the ah lian social circle.
I think being in secndary school too long isnt really good, we have lost touch.
We dunno whats happening to the next generation already.

Nowadays, all the freak ass. I just want to scold vulgar when i read those.
Like what have gotten into them lah ? You are just 10, 11 please ?
Just go get some books and read or whatsoeevr.

Why do you have to go bugis buy those classic ah lian fashion ?
Why of all places, bugis is your choice of shopping place ?
Not cause bugis not good, is like ( i dunno how to say )

Then 10 is like cam whore like shyt like that, record is 6.
Just K2 leh ? Whats wrong with them ?
They are influenced by their siblings and everything.

x
This girl 10, cam whore, act cute, posted looking for stead on her blog b4.
But later had deleted the post alrdy, really dunno whats her problem man.
Then still have those lame gans, call horny partner ! -.-

x
The girl i said just now 's sister. 6 years old, cam whore.
Can you remember what you doing when you are K2 ?

x
This girl, 13, cut herself . What make her special is still can take picture of her scars and count it, edit liao post on her blog ! So many time mannnnn. Cut herself be'cos break somemore.
Wth manzxzxz ! Tskkk, so angry when i see that lah !

Oooooh, f man ! Single and attached our problem meh ?
Okay, that one nevermind, actually.
Single and crushing ? Or crushing ? OUR PROBLEM AH !

10 or eleven leh !!!! Write on their blog.

" I cant see him during holidays, i am so sad "

( ... ) Then their link, regretful love lah, lovehurts lah.
They are seriously damn desperate for guys lah !

And read the blogs, some people say what look for shuai ge in friendster.
Sms me if you are a shuai ge, post h/p number on their blog somemore.
All the blog post surround about guys and everything.

Then typing like so ah lian language kind, wthhhhhh la !

Nowadays kids are so matured, so young 8 then have blog,
Write bout their life, like simple sentences lah.
Say they cute -.- ( thats is nvm )

Read alrdy then pek chek man, whats wrong with this world ?!

2 shining bears ! :D

2008-06-14T22:10:00.003+08:00

Day at Jurong Library

Rebecca Seow :D

Regine Lim :D

WAHAHAHA ! Yesterday, roll on the bed till so late.
I today also wake up late liao, omggggggg.

I forget the morning call at 9 to regine.
I faster wake up and bath then prepare everything.
I meeting becca at bout 11 yet i am still at home at 10.30.

Then, my mother suggest she will fetch me and becca to JEC.
( clap clap ) Then fetch becca at the bus stop near eben and went to JEC.

We went to mac to eat first, poor becca.
She lost her mirror there, left it there.
Haha, have some random chat in mac then we went to Jurong library.

Manage to find a seat there and finally finish my chemistry.
Woo ! ( But becca, your last Q really got prob luh, LOL )

Ms Regine Lim, late for 1hr 30 min !
Haha, but she bought very good infomation. ( Thank you ! ;D )

We finished the project discussion b4 4.30.
As Ms 7th want to go home watch her childish show, HAHA.

I dont want to go home so early so i went to her hse.
That stupid rebecca,
even until we on mrt alrdy still dont believe that i am serious bout going to her hse.
Tsk, haha. In the end, of course she believe.
Went to Shop&Save, bought sushi and off we go.

At becca house really so fun lor, Haha !
I said if one day if i still will go then i talk to her soft toys, each 30 min.
HAHA ! Just very fun lah, her house is full of fun, joy and laughter man, LOL.

Called rachael, had fun making her to talk to Rach.
( Cause she wan to act shy, HAHA )

Blar blar blar, mother came to fetch me home after they had dinner.

lied to my mum bout some whatever.

Tomorrow watching The incredible hulk.

Self control

2008-06-14T20:22:00.007+08:00

Caution : Alot of pictures, may be a boring post.

13/06/2008 ( Black Friday ; Alicia 's birthday )

Ms 13, Happy belated birthday ! :D

Oooooh, this day is quite black though but nevermind.
This is such a fun day manzxz !!! So cool luh !

We went to have luch at keppel club, the food there is quite good.
After that, we want to go to the National Museum of Singapore.
On our way there, Ms 13 say she need the toilet like she always do.
Then we stop by this place call CHIJMES, somewhere i never go before.
But its quite common, alot of people go before. That place is ...
Oh my god beautiful lahhh !!! ( Alicia praise their toilet -.- )

Nice right ? How i wish Tong En or Rachael is there lorrrr.
Then we can take pictures there, the bg will be nice luhh.
Everything there seem so right, so cool luhhhh.

( I and rachael planning to go there liao, yeah ! ;D )

After that stupid toilet break, headed to NMS ( for short )
There is like so cool luhhhhh, everyone have this device.
It explains for you bout the blar blar blar. Go yourself then you know liao.
So cool man, the place there is like ... cool. ( LOL )

All the things displayed, and the history behind it.
I just remember me keep saying " omg ? omg omg " ( Haha )

Take alot of pictures, good place to take picture too :D

I like this television, so cute man ( becca, yours still cuter )

Alicia Chong :D

Favourite two picturessssss !!
Anyway, After the main musuem.
Be'cos mum went to suntec ( as she find there boring ),
Alicia and me is like go to the other museum upstairs.
Its also very cool, i and alicia is like crazily playing with everything.
Okay, not much playing. Just fooling around.

( Oh ya, forget to post that alicia is scare of the museum a little -.- )

Alicia and i have some kind of chat,
It have been quite some time that we talked so peacefully.
( Normally can end up with a fight, LOL )
then mum came and we went to eat shabu shabu.
( Shabu shabu is japanese style of steamboat, if im not wrong )

The food is nice too :D
I like it alot, the soup is so nice man, i want to go back !

After dinner, headed to Taka, Alicia want to buy 17 Magazine.
Ermm, The 17 is the name, in case you dnno.
Oooooh, and durian pancake, she is very into it.
her birthday cake is also from there, durian swissroll.

After buying all the ling long then went back.
All the procedures year after year, its like bout 10.30 ?
When like everything is like finish, my research haven do.
All the things by then also haven do yet, my mum came telling me,

" Dont you dare to sleep at 1 again, better sleep earlier "

How cool man ? So pek chek by her words.
Then regine also another pek chek factor, LOL.

About 12 then i went to sleep alrdy, but i roll on the bed bout 1 hr ?
I bloody couldnt get to sleep lor, so idiotic, sleep so early -.-

Do you know ?

2008-06-11T23:14:00.005+08:00

Patrick :D

What a day today mannnn, early in th emorning.
Received a sms saying that my grandpa admitted into NUH last night.

I am like " omg ? shyt, what shld i do " ,
Haven brush teeth then go tell my god-mum alrdy man.

But it ended up okayyy, Grandpa is fine.
Not too serious, old problem.

Omgggg, went to NUH just now. I fking hate that fking place.
I just feel like omg, like everything come into my mind again.
Those things that i am about to forget. Shit it luhhh.

Omg, i seriously hope my grandpa have nothing happen anymore.

Neverminddddd, ohhhh, today !
Chatted on the phone with becca until 3.30 am today.
Then woke up and morning call regine then jordan ( gina ).

He sound so rush O.O

ANWWWWWW, Left hse at bout 11.15 am.
So marvellously, my dear regine sms me when i am like so reaching the bus stop.
The content is that, she is gnna be late.
I am like waking fast, then when i saw the sms, i am like stop and wen to buy a bubble tea.
Haha, or else i will be like a idiot sitting at the bus stop doing nothing.
Got drink, at least not that lame, LOL

Enough of the crapping, thanks becca for the phone call at the bus stop.
Or else, i will be like bored to death kinddddd.

Went to becca house and climb that super steep and long " hill "
Haha, i am the one who think its tirring, regine is the one complaining.
LOL, some stupid inside joke, not really inside but nvm.

We start on the project and realise we are so not prepared and begin to play, LOL

becca house so fun man, her room so many toys.
With stupid names, i think she wouldnt want be to write it out, HAHA.

Then we are like ransacking her room things. And dress up patrick xD
By the once young and immature becca 's clothess~

Then we auddenly talking bout lunch, then dunno why.
Started maggie mee ! LOL

Thank you becca and regine for that nice mee goreng.
Although see you all cook is a scary experience.
LOL, but i really appreciate, and its very nice ;DDDD

( Becca hse really alot green tea )

Regine left and gerry came, partly be'cos her neighbout put smelly fertiliser.
Then we are like crapping with janene, she is also joker.
Can chat over msn, she insist typing, LOL

Then when 4 sthg like that then we left home liao.
We have like whole lot of home walking down the " hill "
Damn funny bout gerry, the accent she made when reading the sms.
Thats like omg lame, haha.

Thank you becca for lending me the physics :D
LOVE YOU ! ( Ken is straight, i know )

Then i headed to tuition, omgggggg.
I am like totally cannot concentrate and very worried bout my grandpa.
Went off early today and when i am back home, head to hospital after dinner liao.

Stupid internet connection, then i am like experiencing frustrating moments with Rach.
Haha, we are like totally forget what we gnna do, LOL
But gonna buy those flim camera on that day when we go out. ( YEAH ! )

This Saturday going out for project, dnno need come back for more after that not.
Next week, 'm gnna be so got life, LOL
Gnna be chionging all my h/w lahhhh ! So far only emaths.
Like wow ? LOL
Sally say chinese is scary man, dont do, my teacher even scarier, LOL

Omggggg ? Nevermind, so many inside joke ! Cnt write out ! AHHH.

How could i forget this ? More unglam picture, bad becca dont let me post ! :l

Everything you know is about to change forever

2008-06-11T10:17:00.003+08:00

Big family have so many more members now. LOL

Thats like whole lot of joke but then shldnt say out.
Its too private you see, hahaah.

All the name giving and who love who kinda thingy.
Haha, if only i can write our without being killed.

Jordannnnn ( Gina ) , can your nick be TOA instead of Audi freak ?
Ask me for the meaning, you wouldnt want me to write out here. LOL

Hmmmm, yesterday night is like laughing like crazy.
I am still playing my computer at 2.
Discussing bout amaths h/w , asking her ( Ken ) for the methods.

She is like laughing cause i webcamming her.
Be'cos when she tell me the method.
Then my face is like, " There is such Q ?? !!! "
Like super freak out by what she say, like people talking to me in tamil.
LOL ! Then she is like laughing ( tsk ~ )

Ooooh, my sister came out to scold me for using HER com during midnight.
Dont know whats her problem man, mood swing plus crazy.
Mood swing 100 times more than me, her reason for crying always lame one.
Even lamer than mine man, improved version of me.

Anwwwwwwwww, talking bout her just make me pek chek.
Move on to the bright future ahead of use when ...
Okay, that also dont write. I am like do so many censorship, LOL.

Currently bored, nothing to do.

Get well soon Bryan !! ( But or bi , you call you eat crackers )

Thanks Rachael ( Tom ) (:

Stop and stare

2008-06-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

1. What is the most important thing in my life?
- Computer

2. When was the last time you bought something with your own money?
- Just like yesterday ? LOL ( Bear for Tong En )

3. Where do you wish to get married?
- I dont even think 'm gonna get married. Nobody wants, HAHA.

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
- LOL ! HAHA ! Idk

5. Are you in love?
- SOOOOOOOOOOOO " in love " with Ken, platonic love ~

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
- Ermmm, i forget alrdy.

7. Name the latest book you bought
- The dream book.

8. What is your full name?
- Elsie Chong Yun Yuan ( Harry :D )

9. Do you prefer your mother or father?
- Father, like duhhhhh

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time
- Wow ? Ermmm, i dnno o.o

11. Christina or Britney?
- Christina to the voice, Britney to her looks ( although she totally lost it )

12. Do you even do your own laundry?
- No, haha.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
- I want to go Japan for fortune telling ( Jordan, 'm so jealous )

14. Hugs or kisses?
- whatever ?

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you
- Peter ( Janene :D )
1) Cute
2) Funny
3) Fun
4) Friendly
5) Gentle ~ ( HAHA )

16. 8 things I am passionate about
( Nothing much to write bout this man )
- Designing
- Drawing
- Cooking
- Kids
- Movie
- Music
- Blogging
- Fashion Pioneer ( Ysl blar kind )

17. 8 things I say too often
( make it msn )
- Lol
- haha
- fine
- okay
- -.-
- lor
( cant think of anything more )

18. 8 books I read recently
I dont read ;D

19. 8 songs I could listen over and over again
- Same script, different cast.
- 你是此生最美的风景
- Always be my baby
- Better in time
- Before he cheats
- If
- In another life
- Stop crying your heart out

20. 8 things I learnt last year
- Lazy write luhhhhhhh.
( maybe dont even have, LOL )

Platonic love

2008-06-10T15:11:00.005+08:00

Elsie is a happy girl now, hahahaha. ( whatever )

Yesterday ! Its was really funnn ! ;D
Went out with Tong En ( YEAH ! )

We are like super random and everything kind.
We say meet at one, but then we talked on the phone.
Deciding on what to do after buying her teddy bear.

Then we crapped alot kind, all the suggestions.
Even go sentosa also come out already, LOL ( By: Aishah & Elaina )
Haha, then Tong en is like no one want to go watch Narnia with her.
( Me also, at first i rejected that ) Like so ke lian, so i just agree on watching that.

Meet her at the bubble tea bus stop ( sound so weird )
Made her look like a idiot, LOL.

( Cause she alight from the bus, then i thought 106 so we board onto the same bus she alight from and sit on the same seat she sit just now, LOL )

Then we at first say is go vivo, but then we take 106.
Because i somehow forgotten that its 963.
We are like chatting like crazy, haha.
Chatting non-stop, talking bout the everything.
Then until like at the dnno what hospital stop then i am like,

" Tong en, i think we take the wrong bus. "
" I know "
" Then ? -.- "
" Aiya, Plaza Singapura also have ( the Make-A-Bear shop ) "
" Okay "

Then we continue chatting already, then we at lucky plaza there.
The stop have a man smoking, he is not smoking.
Okay, its counted as. Then he make a pose and stay there for very long.
Then funny man, LOL ! I and Tong En laugh like siao.
You may not know what i mean but then its really funny at that moment.

Then we alight at Plaza Singapura and we went to make a bear.
Haha, i owe Tong en that bear since Christmas man.
Like super belated can ? LOL ! Bought her bear a shirt too then we go eat lunch.

After that then we go buy tickets for movie.
During the free time in b/n the start of the show.
We went to the bookshop that make me so pek chek man.

I saw them selling Catherine Lim novel.
Then i see like dont have leap of love.
I didnt expect to see it either but what make me so pek chek is,
I read the indroduction bout Catherine Lim.
Catherine Lim only written 5 novel before.
All the 4 still have plenty of stocks please.

WHY MY LEAP OF LOVE MUST BE OUT OF PRINT !

Why only that novel out of printtttttttttt.
Ahhhhhhhhh, omgggggggggggggggggggg.
Then my face is like really, " =.- " lorrrrr.

Then went to watch the movie ;D
At first i thought the plot will be lame,
and i have somehow forgotten and dont have much impression bout First movie.
Then i didnt want to watch as stated above.

BUT ITS REALLY NICE ! ;D
( i bet tong en is like" i told you liao" , haha )

The plot is god damn nice, then the both guys,
Prince Caspian and Kind Peter is like so cool man, is like 超帅.
Their battling scene and when they give out orders to the narnians.
Its like so cool lah ! Ohhh, and my favourite character, is Susan Pevensie !!
( Also Anna Poppplewell ~ )
First, she is like so pretty, omg ?
Then she is so cool when she shoot the arrows of hers.
She is just so pretty lah ! LOL

&&she look so cute when she is with Prince Caspian.
Haha, but too bad. They cant be together.
After all, Queen Susan is 1300 years older than Prince Caspian ( Haha )

That movie is justttt veryyyy niceeee !

After the movie then we headed to my home.
It was really a great day lah, but then i dnno why then i become very sad man.

Omg, so mood swing can ?
I am rather happy then in the night then i am like moody.
I realised i am unhappy only after i eat those strawberries and cherry.
There is like each one box amount.
Then i eat potatoe chips and drink alot of sweet drinks until my stomach pain.
Like not pain, have odd feelings then i stop. So weird.

Then i begin calling everyone, everyone also not there.
I really is call everyone liao, but no one is there.

Ohhhhhh, i tear in narnia .
( Me, myself cant even believe it man )
Haha, i am like so lame, so lame.

Your destiny may keep you warm.

2008-06-09T11:53:00.004+08:00

( clapclap ! ) 'm going to meet Tong en at 1.

( Okay, 'm crapping again )

Anwwwwwww, i slept at 3.30 am last night.
Haha, i dont think i slept so late before.

I am busy talking to my dearest Thennapa.
Like finally called him after so longgg.
Haha, give him a update of my crazy lifeeeeeee.
Had alot of fun in the 1.5 hr phone call, crap like super hell lot.
Laugh like super hell lot, emotional like super hell lot also.

He say i am stupid to cry in kung fu panda, LOL

Then i went calling Regine, thinking that she might actually be sleeping.
So sad, she is still playing her dearest mapleeeee.
I thought i could actually prank call her, so disappointed.
( Haha, 'm being stupid )

By the time of 3.30 am, then i am already blur already.
I still have to wake Jordan ( Thennapa ) up at 9.
I guess 6 hrs is enough, went to sleep and manage to wake up by 9.

Butttttt, i called him.
His mum pick up the phone ( o.o )
Haha, what a morning call.
Then i dare not call back already, haha !

I on-ed the computer and guess what.
Haha, Yu jie is like,
" Com geek, you stay in front of your com for 24 hrs issit ? "
LOL, he said he always see me online, blar blar.

I told him i will be going out later, he wont see me online.
then he say i will appear offline ( ... )
Funny guyyyyy .

No one online to talk so i just go and watch TV.
Stupid lame show, all so stupid so back blogging.
I wanted to blog after going out with Tong en but then,

When you are seriously nothing to do, thats what you can do ~
( Enough of the crapping )

And yeah ! Talking to Rachael online tonight ! ( Woo )

Inner peace

2008-06-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

" You just need to believe "

I watched Kung fu panda. I feel kinda childish ( Haha )

I bloody cried two times for the movie
.

I think i can watch it one more time lorrrrrr, omggggg !

That is like so cool, be'cos they both don't give up.

( The Master shifu and Panda )

I i cried at the part when,

The master train his beloved disciple so hard and see him gone bad.

( &everything)

Thats like so heartbreaking, you know you tried so hard for sthg.

In the end, what you got is sthg that make you so saddened.

( Awwww, haha ! )

Go catch the movie, make you feel young. LOL

( Maybe you would like to skip this part, 'm laming arnd )

Anywayyyyyy, my day somehow __________ .

My life is getting so boring luhhhhh,

I have like super no life.

Okayyy, maybe better than some of you all but then,

I dont know, 'm just being super weirdo.

( whatever elsieeee)

Do they mean what they say when they exchange vows ?

2008-06-07T16:33:00.006+08:00

I love my new skin but sadly,

It only work in IE but not mozilla.

But then, i am not going to change so soon until i find another pretty one.

Sorry to let you all see a ugly blog ( To : Mozilla people )

Okay, Mozilla people sound so weird. LOL

I was telling rebecca bout me reading my archive.

I seriously want to delete such embarrassing past away !

Oh my god, i am like so childish, act cute and bitch.

So disgusting lah ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

Rebecca implicate everyone, she say everybody is like that.

Haha, maybe she is also a victim of those posts. ( LOL )

Ooooh, yesterday is funnnnnn !

Super duper fun, haha ( Its like so damn funny )

But later write out then not fun liao so, whatever.

ANYWAY ! Tomorrow going to aunt house in the night :D

At least i am somehow happier there ? Not like being at home.

Then monday will be out with Tong En ( clapclap ! )

But then i dont really want to go out, 'm such a super weirdo lor.

Now say dont want. later on that day then want.

Maybe be home earlier ? So that i must prepare myself for tuition next day.

( Yeah, i have nothing to prepare but nevermind. )

Okay, i am so randomn.

From blogskin to tuition. ( LOL )

I spent some stupid time on this.

2008-06-06T23:24:00.001+08:00

1.What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
- Regine. One of my beautiful darlings. ( She is blind )

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- Hmmm, i try not to. Only when i am sad.

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
- HAHA ! Embarrassing, dont say.

4. When did you last cry?
- lalalalala

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- I want to try strawberry with it, apple before i give you a answer.

6. What do you want in your life right now?
-Haha, ask me sthg i can answer please.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- I carry umbrella. ( This quiz is kinda boring )

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
- Jan. ( this quiz is stupid )

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
- Pants ? ( Even lamer )

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
- I delete everything in my inbox. LOL ( hotmail 's inbox )

11. Do you tends to make a relationships complicated?
- ( I somehow still doing this quiz ) No, i think ?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- No -.-

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS ! :D

14. What are you proud of ?
- I dunno o.o

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- Deleted.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- HAHAHAH ! OMG ! Ask alicia xD

17. Do you have any nicknames?
- Stupid regine.

18. What does your last received text message say?
- Lol. From Jordan: Nevermind. Lol ( LOL )

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 1 am ++

20. Are you currently happy?
- I am very very irritated right now.

21. Who gives you best advice?
- Rebecca ! (:

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- Ew ? No?

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- My handphone write regine. LOL

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
- Hmmm, somehow yes.

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- HAHAHAH ! REGINE & JORDAN ! ( Mostly regine, crazy maniac ! )

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- No.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- I dunno leh. Private number.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- OMG ! LAME Q !

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- Ermmmm, nothing leh. Cant think of anything now.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- No.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- NO LAH ! Thats drugs, omgggggg

32. What is the colour of your room?
- No room ~

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
- Haha, regine ask b4. I wont, i believe in karma.

34. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?
- Wth is that ?

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
- Me ? -.-

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- Rebecca ~~

37. What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
- Sad case, i no crush ;D

38. Do you have a life?
- My life is tuition, LOL

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
- Haha, got. Not up to die lah, fainted, lost. LOL

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- Both blog and friendster is so quiet man, lol

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- I know i remember ! Whats that? Omg, omg. Forget liao :l

42. Last time you smiled?
- HAHA ! I laughed ! Just now when my brother play with internet connection

43. Have you changed this year?
- ( ... )

44. What are you listening to right now?-
- Kidnap my heart ( stupid alicia )

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
- No. Online : Jordan not replying, LOL

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
- Oh, close. Cause i wan to fall mah ! -.-

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- Everything happens for a reason, just have to accept the every and everything.

48.Do you want someone you can't have?
- Huh ? ORHHH ! Dont wan, haha, i dont have wan anyone.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Played, seriously is play with it, LOL

50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
- Dont have i think.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
- Chatting with Rebecca/ Jordan

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- Haha, love have no life.

53. What song(s) describe your love life?
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! I JUST KNOW SOMEONE KNOW WHY I AM LAUGHING !

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
- How many times must i repeat myself ?

55. Who always make you laughs?
- Regine ( I give you face, LOL )

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
- Chinese ?

57. Are you blond?
- Super.

58. What your middle name?
- No middle name.

59. What are you doing tomorrow ?
- Going back to meet that !#$%^&* mum.

60. What do you think you are like?
- Hmmm, I dunno leh o.o

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- Jan.

62.Where have you been today?
- Mac and tuition.

63. What game do you play often?
- I AM NOT A MAPLE FREAK ! ( IS SERIOUSLY NOT ! LOL ! )

64. Who are you missing right now?
- No one.

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
- I dunno leh, depends sia. ( think bout it b4, cant gv a conclusion )

66. What are you doing right now?
- This sucky quiz and i wan to change my blog skin !

67. Which primary school are you from?
- Keming.

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
- I really dun wan to answer any weird Q anymore.
( This Q appear in almost every quiz can ? )

69. What emotion you like to show?
- Happy ;D

70. What is life to you?
- HAHA ! Rebecca, Regine and Gerry is maple. LOL

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- Ermmmmmmmmm, i cry, write down, call people.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- Jordan, as he stopped replying.

73. Who do you admire the most?
- My father/

74. Which month are you born in?
- January ! WOW ! HAHA

75. How are you feeling right now?
- Missing rebecca, hahaha

76. What is the time now?
- 11.06 pm

77. Where are you now?
- Study room. Soon, living room.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- I dont dye.

79. Why are you doing this test?
- Cause i am bored but i start to regret.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- I will get angry easily.

81. At which age you wish to get marry?
- I wont get married.

82. Who is more important to you?
- My friends !

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
- Nahhh.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Jordan

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- I saw it before.

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- I dunno ( After this quiz, i might kill people )

87. What is your goal for this year?
- AHHHHHHHHHH ! DUNNO LUH!

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Hmmmmm, yes.

89. What do you love?
- I love computer.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
- No ah, no ah, this fking quiz is pissing me off man.

91. What feeling you hate the most?
- Mistaken.

92. you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Duhhhhhhhhhh

93. Do you believe in God?
- I dont belive in god, i belive there is god.

94. Who cares for you the most?
- I dunno.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Friends and computer, HAHA

96. What'll you bring when you fight?
- I dont fight.

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- Maybe 'm not in the right mind to think, i dunno.

98. What would you feel that everyone no longer cares for you?
- OMG ! I HAVE THIS FKING FEELING B4 ! I burst our of tears man, omgggggg

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
- Accept the fact.

100. What do you want now?
- Drink cold drink, LOL !!!

teenage love affairs

2008-06-06T00:32:00.003+08:00

A new day, haha.

I didnt want to blog actually, be'cos my life is wayyy too boring.

But then , i really cant take it and i want to bore you people out.

Basically, i am leading my oh so lame life now.

Go tuition, come back play computer till one.

Sleep blar blar, Dont really want to write all out.

Its stupid ( Lol )

The fun thing today, people that went to japan is back.

My darlings' sleepover is over ! ( clapclap ! )

That means i wont be so bored as before, the last 3 days is crap.

No one online, no one update their blog, no one there to crap.

But i think situation now is improving hur ? ( haha )

Talking to Jordan online, Waiting for becca to bathe finish.

( Tai tai, an bathe faster anot ? Always one hour ! )

Talked to regine online/ on the phone, called gerry.

Saw Rachael online today at 11.47 am finally.

Anddddd, finally contacted Jolyn, like super finally.

( I hate her home reception ! )

All my beautiful darlings, finally can talk to them.

( Stupid blogger eat my post, so let what i write just now be a mystery. )

Thank you all my love.

2008-06-04T22:53:00.021+08:00

To My dearest : ( Kristie ) Sim Tong En

Thank you for always being so forgiving.
Never ever blamed me for anything i did to y ou.
Always spreading the joy and love.

I love you because you love me even more.
You make feel so loved, everytime i am with you.

Sorry because i am not understanding enough.
Sorry for giving you the wrong idea.

Thank you darling.

Cant wait for the monday to come !

To My dearest : Regine Lim ( WJ )

Firstly, I love you.
Thank you for letting me know there is someone always standing by me.
Thank you for all the words you said.
Thank you for calling me right away to console me when things happen.
I know you are the special one when you saw me " yawn " in class.
That one who always care for me, make me smile.

I owe you too much thank you.
( But i wont thank you for the hideous name )

Sorry because making you worried.
Sorry as I act lousy in front of you. ( haha )

I love you sweetheart, thank you super super lots.

Stop calling me the hideous name !

To My dearest : Rachael Yap ( SY )

If I owe regine too much thank you, i owe you the biggest thank you.
I love you like alot alot alot, thank you for always being there.
Thank you for consoling me.
Thank you for giving me advice.
Thank you for always crapping with me.
Thank you for crying with me ( haha )

I dunno how many thank you i were to write out if i were to continue.
I love love love love you luh.

Sorry for always thinking too much, making you worried.
Sorry as I am always so crappy ( haha )

Too much thank you to say, endless love to describe.

I told you TT sucks ! ( haha )

To My dearest : Jordan Choo ( BS )

Thank you for the collon enlarged ( haha )
Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense.
Thank you for all our stupid crap.
Thank you for being such a good friend.

I dunno what to say, just a big thank you to you.
Make me grow up, i owe you alot.

I love you because you are such a great friend.

Sorry for the everything

Remember what eugene sms to the mac thingy !

To My dearest : Jolyn Ang ( SN )

LOVE YOU ! ( haha )
Thank you for being a crazy maniac.
Thank you for keep blaming youself when I am sad ( haha )
Thank you for web camming me.
Thank you for listening to what i have to say bout everything.
Thank you for giving me support

I love you because you did this : Always care for me
You are always the sweetest girl.

Sorry for freaking you out ( I still remember, 3 times ! haha )
Sorry i didnt make a good job in cheering you up.

I love violence !

To My dearest : Rebecca Seow ( Ting )

You are that super duper ultra suhshine, always shining up upon me.
I love you because you are always smiling at me.
Telling me that nothing will happen, i will be just fine.

Love you truck loads ! Nothing can describe the love i have for you.

Thank you always being so act cute ( haha )
Thank you for always giving me advice.
Thank you for the sms after you read my blog.
Thank you that you always give me a hug when i am down.
Thank you for tapping on my lap, telling me " Nvm, still got EOY "
Thank you for asking me to play maple, make my " day "
Thank for the every and everything.

Sorry for always saying you act cute. ( haha )
Sorry always disturbing you and throw you with endless question.

Hey butt girl !

To My dearest : Geraldine Chan ( SY )

Thank you for looking at me with the msg, Dont cry in your eyes.
Thank you for always being so sweet to me.
Thank you for the smiley face you always have.
Thank you for being so crazy/ randomn/ funny.

I love you because you are " Oh so cute ".
Love the fact you are always cheering for me.
I love you because you always trying to cheer me up.
I love you because you always make me smile.
I love you also because you are so crazy/ randomn/ funny.
I love you because you are soooo sa jiao.

Sorry for all the teasing. ( haha )
Sorry that always call you and crap.

You are that precious super ultra sweety !

My little last thing for you guys :

Because when i am down, you all pick me up.

When i thought i am abandoned, you all proof me wrong.

You all have the ultra love, always there for me.

Thank you to all my precious darlings !

its just illusion

2008-06-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

'm feeling kinda weird, i dunno how to say.

Maybe like what Rachael say, thinking too much again.

Nevermind, my tuition started.

It kinda just sucks sucks sucks, I really hate it.

Its so boring there, i just keep doing my E maths.

Everytime i go tuition, then i will like take one hour to prepare myself.

Prepare myself as in self deceiving, lol

Its not that serious but just like vey nervous, can cry kind.

Cause being there is like, is like.

I dunno how to say luh, i just have a unpleasant feeling.

Nothing pleasant to feel about.

But i cannot dont go, my god mum and mum will start nagging.

They are like so angry bout my result.

God mum is just puting a false front, she is also like so bu shuang lor.

Why is everything like that ?

I dont like to stay at home also, but i cant go out.

Tuition tuition and tuition.

I am like so stressed out, but i have no one to talk to.

I seriously just hate the thought of it lah.

I need someone that can entertain me, crap to also can.

Any kind soul ?

Just put the freakng phone aside, do your own things, I dont care.

Just let me know " someone " there for me.

What the fuck is wrong with this world man? SUCKER LUH !

( Just very angry in my heart, need some vurglar to let you go. Dont mean anything. If you find that offensive, i am sorry )

I have mood swing ~

Elsie Harry Chong

2008-06-03T13:08:00.001+08:00

1. Name one person who always texts you.
No one currently, I always text becca and rach. haha

2. Do you think some people are born stupid?
No luh ! Lameee

3. Name one negative thing about you?
I suppose everything.

4. Status?
Whats that ?

5 . What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Playing computer ~ ( Computer freak )

6. Sport you wanted to learn?
Nothing. ( Omg, i starting to give boring answer )

7. Ever tried gymnastics?
No -.-

8. What was the last thing you bought?
Omggggg, let me think. Aha, my dream dictionary ;D

9. Do you talk a lot?
Okay lah, just that my sister is pissed.

10. Do you believe that love is blind?
YESSS ! OMG ! SUPPER DE LOR ! ( Lol )

11. Where is your brother?
I have no brother.

12. How was your day yesterday?
Hmmm, kinda sucks. Thinking of alottttttt of things.

13. What is the last ice cream flavor you had?
STRAWBERRY SUNDAE ! :D

14 . Are you an optimistic one?
No, haha. Think alot since young.

15 . People describe you as...
Jordan Tan : Shag-est person
( The answer to the Q is weirdo, pervert )

16. Contented in life?
No

17. What was the last thing you bought?
Stop asking the freak ass same Q !

18. Are you happy with the love of your life?
HAHA ! I dont even have one !

19. Do you skip meals?
No.

20. Do you consider yourself smart?
VERY VERY ! ;D ( Haha, normal lorrr )

21. What color is your gate?
o.o Pink, haha

22. Reason for living?
Ask sthg i know how to answer please ~

23 . Are you typically a jolly person?
Haha, i dunno.

24 . Name one enemy of yours:
I dont think there is any.

25. Name one close girl friend:
Rachael ( Regine, Becca too )

26. Now, who's the first person in your mind?
Dunno

27. What did the last text message you received say?
K then , G'night . ( Rach )

28. Do you go to the gym?
I went in and play with my cousins ( We are p3 at that time )

29. Song playing at the moment:
My stupid com have no audio.

30. How do you cope with stress?
Cry, write out in my dairy. Blar

31. Ever broken someone's heart?
Think so,

32. What makes you happy?
I dunno, i very high now.

33. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Dunno.

34. How much is your tuition fee?
Omg, the pain in my heart ~ ( $250 )

36. Last person you texted? About what?
Rachael, i miss her call !

37 . last thing you ate?
My lunch

38. ever made someone cry?
Yes.

40 . favorite song when you're drunk?
I dont drink.

Tution at 5.

Hi, harry speaking

2008-06-02T12:01:00.002+08:00

I feel so childish right nowwwww.
Oh my god ~

Haha, yesterday i mapled with rebecca in the midnight.
( And yeah, i played that stupid game )
We have whole lot of fun at the FM.

I assumed everyone read my blog played that childish game b4.
We go to the Fm frm time 12.15 to 1.15.

I and becca is actually chatting in one of those act cute room.
Then we played truth or dare maple version.
Then i dare her to li siao people.

Go to a guy and tell him that his butt is showing blar blar.
Then in the end i am doing those dare.
I love to disturb people luh, they are like super lame.

Then they play along with me, lol

Its a super long story, and the whole time, becca is just laughing.

Haha, i think no one understand what i am writting,
( cause i dont understand myself )
Only becca i think, haha !

Oh and, yesterday.
I am like super lame, i go arnd taking my godmum and alicia picture.
And, I go to the very weird thingy.
See which celeb you look like kind.
Shall blog bout who i look like later, those people i look like is so obscene.
Some lah, lol

Hmmmm, my day today is perdicted to be lame.
Lol, will start to touch my hol assignment.
Ya, just touch only la, but its better than nothing.
Haha, and i cant help thinking bout tomorrow.
Its gonna be so boring, 3-9

Long story x 2

Oh, and i dream about ghost.
I know the meaning of it, oh my god.
I really think i have paranoia,

i hate my mum ~

unspoken feelings

2008-05-31T19:51:00.002+08:00

" The beauty of a relationship is the unspoken feelings "

I forgot where i saw the quote,

Just to see if you all agree to it,

And, you are right !

I am being randomn.

I am kinda bored with everything.

My life nowadays,

Its basically full of msn games.

LOL !

Other than that, its all boring boring.

And, all my friends like disappeared.

Okay, not all actually, only few.

CALLING FOR JOLYN ANG !

Never pick up my call

CALLING FOR BRYAN QUEK !

Emo and never online

Oh my god, so few man, LOL.

Tuesday then tution liao ( sign )

are you ready ready ready ready ready ?

2008-05-30T11:15:00.003+08:00

My day is somehow ruined by my precious sister.
Oh well, forget it.
I tolerate it for 12 going to 13 years soon anyway.

Oooh, i just realise tomorrow is my father death anniversary.
I already forget how long he passed away.
It seem its just happened yesterday.

And im sure my mum want us to go home today liao.
Oh my god, i just hate her.
She can just call me and scold me.
How lame can she go ? Nevermind.

( edited ! I thot this month no 31st ! )

I haven start doing my holiday assignment or what shyt.
I am afarid i will be like last year sia, last week then start doing.
Though i mangae not to get into trouble but its not good you seeee.

My tution, like oh my god.
Next tuesday will start going liao.
I will start crying one man.
Forget it, like that also good.
No need to stay at home.

I dunno what happened to me.
Lately keep typo.
I want type she then i will type until you.
Then its will be like scolding that person.
I wan to write you are not, then i will write until you are.
Then also like scolding the person.
Maybe i am like gerry, haha.
Got her whatever i dunno thingy, read the opp meaning.

Wow, i am feeling better now.
After crapping with shirley online and reading people 's tag.
Sean too, crazy fellow.
Asking bout that ridiculous past of his love life.
HAHAHAHAHA !

Today then the people going to japan trip will be flying hur ?
Time fly man, so fast.
Like what i and Jordan concluded, so many changes lately,
So weird.

Anywayyyyyyyy, BON VOYAGE ! ( whatever you spell it )
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

just hope everything is fine.

thats like so awkward.

2008-05-29T15:17:00.003+08:00

Just like somehow finish talking to Tong En on the phone.

My day somehow i just like super mood swing bout it.

There are some part that i like, some part i hate it.

Hate first, get the hatred out you see?
My godmum called the tuition center, im very against bout it kind.
Like go tuition like so scary lor, like the new environment.
Thats like super lame and stupid, i hate it.
Like if someone i know is there, i still wont so @#$%^&*
What am i gonna do ?

I guess its over, haha, no more hate.

Alot of happy things, meeting up tong en ( like finally ) on tues.
I am like afraid of awkward-ness, haha.
I told her and she said that she is thinking how to interact.

Then today, was like talking Jordan on msn.
He is like, haha, i also dunno how to describe, its just damn funny.
Haha, Regine, you are one crazy woman man.
Haha, i had like so much laugh that time, they are like super funny.

Then it was Rach, where is your one hour one post hur ?
Haha, she is another funny people.
She say she will be back later, until now.
Since morning, i miss you know ? Lol

I think like this holiday, i spend quite some of quality time with alicia.
And i realise she is super gross, LOL.
I hope she dont read this, haha.
She is like keep giving me all the interview.
And even now, i am not replying her,
although i really wan to shout shut up,
She is like blabbering non-stop, LOL.
Asking me Q bout maple lik omg ?
Singing the unknown dora the explorer song,
and some shyt song to me.

Howard is also so cute ;D
He likes me better, alicia ~`
Dont cry ! Haha.

I think my day is like this, i am so forgetful nowadays lah.

( My sister say she have a crush on cold eye -.- )
" I love it when you call"

you got me begging you for mercy

2008-05-28T13:15:00.005+08:00

Oh ya, shall elaborate what happen on monday.
When me, jolyn and bryan go wm to study.

They went there to study, i went there to slack.
Cause Ms ang keep whining,
I always like that, ask me go out then dont want.
So after much persuaion, i went out.
We went to coffeebean.

Okay, suddenly lost the drive to blog.
Shall let the pictures to the talking.

Photographer : Elsie

agogolistic

2008-05-28T11:05:00.007+08:00

想为你做件事
让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字
求时间趁着你
不注意的时候
悄悄地把这种子酿成果实

我想她的确是
更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔成熟优雅懂事
如果我退回到
好朋友的位置
你也就
不再需要为难成这样子

很爱很爱你
所以愿意舍得让你
所以愿意不牵绊你
往更多幸福的地方飞去
飞向幸福的地方去
很爱很爱你只有让你
拥有爱情我才安心

看着她走向你
那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜
地球上两个人
能相遇不容易
作不成你的情人我仍感激

( such a beautiful song i must say )

Went to market just now.

In search of tution -.-

Brought Baby along (:

It have been a long time since i ever played with him.

Duing school days, i am always home late.

Or i will be on the phone, playing com.

Until now, i realised i neglected so many things arnd me.

Baby is now taller, he is learning how to talk.

And he is a very funny guy now, haha.

My hair is longer ( shld i get a haircut ? ), my pimples are increasing.

Alicia is very happy with her school life now.

I haven been calling some of my darlings.

All the things that i missed.

I haven been slowing down my pace,

lik what i told jolyn that she shld be.

I made everything happen so fast, quick.

Now, i am happier.

I know what i want, dont want.

I guess thats good, grew up somehow ( haha )

i want to be woman enough to mean what i said, i am just afraid i cant.

RACHAELZXZXZXZXZ ! I love you ! (:

Thanks for being there for me when i thought i am abandoned.

Thanks for always giving me advice and console me.

Thanks for making me feel loved and everything.

I LOVE YOU ! ( MUACKS ! HAHA )

what if i told you, it was all meant to be

2008-05-27T21:21:00.003+08:00

" In three words, I can sum up everything I 've learnt about life : It goes on "
- Robert Frost

may all good thing befall on you

2008-05-26T19:14:00.003+08:00

If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
( My sister's reaction is damn stupid ) Let it go, i cant do anything.

If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
I can never answer Q lik that.

What will your dream wedding to be like?
Will i even will have a wedding ? -.-

Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
huh ?

What's your ideal lover like?
o.o

Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone.

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
How would i know ?

If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
Nothing ? -.-

Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
Yes.

Is being tagged fun?
Lol, super fun. Haha

How do you see yourself in ten years time?
o.o

Who are currently most important people to you?
friends.

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A cool person, hahaha !

Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich.

What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes, lol

Would you give all in a relationship?
o.o

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
No one -.-

What type of friends do you like?
I dunno,

Do you have a pet?
No.

What type of friends do you dislike?
o.o

went to wm just now.

Due to the influence of violence,

I am just like a idiot watching a couple.

Haha, lala.

Lost the radient i used to have

2008-05-26T10:10:00.002+08:00

Mr Jordan Tan say my post is like so sad.

That is the reason why he dont want to tag.

Haha, Thennapa ! Here is my happy post !
You must tag hur ! And thanks for consoling me when i am down.
And today conversation in the morning.
I had fun irritating you ! ;D

Comeeeeee, lately is the movie month.
Alot of nice movie is up.
And i went to catch some of it ;D

That Vesak day went to watch What happen in Vegas,
But then o slot liao so we went to watch Made of honour instead.

Nice story, normal normal.
I cried like 3 times though -.-
Cause i think they are so in love yet they dunno that,
escaping from their feeling and stuff like that.
This is not a number one choice but not too bad (:

I sound like a lame critics hur ? Lol

Yesterday, went to watch What happens in Vegas.

Funny show ! ;D
I cried once -.-
Kinda same reason, they fall in love yet they dunno.
So sad luh, but the whole show is super funny ! (:

Now i have no more movie in mind.
All coming up like so lame.

Haha, or maybe i should consider Kungfu panda.
HAHA.

somehow I'm still alive inside

2008-05-25T16:49:00.002+08:00

Somehow i dunno why, i feel left out.
Everything arnd me just happen so suddenly and quickly.
I remember someone once told me,
" People have their problems ourselves, you cant always look for them when you are sad. "

Very true indeed, we must face the problems in life our own.
But i simply just cant do so, i dunno why.
People always see me as a sister, someone they can talk to when they are sad.
Or a funny person that they can befriend with.
My grandma say i am matured, facing dad 's death and everything.
I am matured than some people of my same age.
But, i dont think so at this moment.

Matured ? I cry everyday.
Is that consider as matured ?
I let so many people down, that make me very sad.
First i let her down, then is him, now my godmum.
I feel very useless, why am i so stupid ?
People ask me not to put the full blame on me,
But i cant do so, after all i am the cause.

They asked me to talk to the someone.
I cant bring myself to do so,
Looking at them just make me speechless.
What should i say to her ? What to say to him ?
Sometimes, its better to let everything go.
Idiotic me just cant bear to so, dont want to and cant do so.

Social circle sucks lik some hell, academic even worse.
I am left with nothing now.

Maybe some, some friends of mine.
They are seriously kind to me.
Yesterday, when i feel sad and empty.
They talked to me, console me.
I cant believe they actually care for me alot.
Sean, Kian yong, Jordan tan and rebecca.
Kian yong even call me but i didnt pick up.
My phone is not with me.

They make me thankful, at least i have them.
but of course i am so truly clear that they have their own world.
But for the moment, i am seriously touched.

Except for being sad, i also feel very worried.
Darlings know what i am worried of.
They say i cant do anything so just let it go, dont be so worry.
But i really want to help, it pains me.

I am also feel very helpless,
I really want to talk to her.
But i really dont dare,
she dont seem to be happy of her state she is in.
What can i do as a ...

As a what ? friend ? She hate me or not ?
Of course i see her as a important friend, but what am i to her?
I dunno how to answer the question.
I dunno how to face them.
When i see him,
I should see him as a friend? a classmate ?
or just act we never know each other.
He still weights alot in my heart,
it pains me if i have to see him any of the alternative way.

Maybe she and he hates me,
i dunno and i think i will never will.

The me now, i want to go to the beach.
Looking at the sea, i dont want to do anything.
Just sit there and think,
what i actually wan in mind.

The solution or to forget the everything.

when its time to let it go, i will

2008-05-24T10:57:00.008+08:00

1)Name someone who can always make you smile?

- No one special in particular.

2)What were you doing at 10.00 this morning?

- shouldnt say out.

3)What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

- Playing computer.

4)What did you do last night?

- Sleep

5)What colour is your hair brush?

- I dont comb my hair, haha

6)Where did your last hug take place?

- School, to rebecca ! (: (thanks lot darling )

7)What are you excited for?

- Nothing

8)Ever smoked?

- NO!

9)Last person you spoke to?

- Alicia

10)Are you a jealous person?

- No, not actualy.

11)Who was your last missed call?

- My mum -.-

12)What should you be doing right now?

- talking to rebecca online.

13)Do you have a nickname?

-Ah yun -.- ( By rebecca)

14)Are you a heavy sleeper?

- No.

15)What are you listening to?

-Same script, diff cast by withney hosten and deborah cox

16)Do you have a crush?

- No

17)When was the last time you did the dishes?

- Cant remember.

18)Does anyone like you?

- No.

19)Last time you went on a date?-

Vesak day.

20)Do you like coffee?

- No.

21) Numbers of pillows you sleep with?

- One.

22)You couldn't live without?

- Friends

23)Do you want kids?

- Not mine, other but see them as mine

24) Ever went out with a girl because you were desperate and they asked you out?

- No

25)Have you been to new york city?

-No.

26) What do you think about before you go to bed?

- shouldnt said out

27)Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

- Lost him.

28)Do you get nervous with public speaking?

- I will never try it.

29)Who sits next to you at school?

-Gerry (:

30)Is tomorrow going to be a good day?

- No.

31)What type of guy do you usually fall for?

- Idk ? -.-

32)Do you actually believe in perfection?

- Erm, no.

33) Would you rather be in a relationship?

- No.

34)What are you craving for at the moment?

-Nothing

35)Does your face turn red when you're angry?

-No.

36)What websites do you visit the most?

- Blog site.

37)Does drinking alcohol make you act more like your true self?

- No ?

38)What do you hate about the opposite sex?

- I am lik them lah -.-

39)What would you say if your doc told you were pregnant?

- When ?

40)Do you like thunderstorms?

- Yes.

41)The last opp gender who made you laugh?

- Bryan.

42)Who was the last person you ran into unexpectedly?

- No one.

43)Who did you last get angry with?

- Forget.

44) A person you've been meaning to contact but haven't?

-shouldnt said out

45)Is your heart still occupied?

- It never been -.-

46)Jealous of anyone right now?

- No.

47)Would you ever want to turn back time?

- Everything happen for a reason.

48)Have you ever wish upon a falling star?

-No.

too bored you see.

Once agn, thanks sheila ! (:

missing you,

2008-05-24T10:57:00.005+08:00

I forgot to blog bout this.

Thank you * makansutra uncle accent*

Haha,

OH YAH ! I ALWAYS FORGET !

My dearest regine, haha.

You are right, i very zi-lian. lol

I wont do anything to hurt myself, and im happy.

I am thankful, so dont worry bout that i will hurt myself.

I cant forget you and i dont wan to, but its killing me.

becca dont cry :D

2008-05-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

Haha, beccaseowtingting (:

cried

2008-05-23T17:24:00.005+08:00

School just basically sucks.

Maybe cause emotion wasnt really unstable,
and good thing is that, i did not cry when i see him.

Or else, Rach they all will go crazy again.

Hmmmm, school is no point talking bout.
My results rocks lik some shyt.
Bottom 10 in class, bottom 50 in level.
( Grats to you that you come in third )

I am wondering i shld work hard for this coming hol.
My mum had alrdy scolded me, its not lik i care her some shyt.
What shld i do this coming hol ?

Oh ya, going to look for tution already.
At least now after school i have a aim, or else is like sian at school.
They keep saying i am emo-ing in school, thats so untrue.

Just trying to find the peace Rach said she have,
but i dont have, lol.

These few days, haha.
Quite proud of myself, i am much sronger than what i thought.
I thought i will cry a sea, but i just cried a river.
Haha, thats lik so lame.

I just think that maybe i have recovered.
But everytime i thought so, tears will just roll down on my cheek.
So contradicting luh .

Nevermind.

" Hypocriting is not good for your health. "

"Cant let it go just lik that, i still miss the everything."

" I know how she feel, i know how he feel. "

I could die

2008-05-20T19:49:00.003+08:00

I looked so happy, so happy...

School sucks.

sorry

2008-05-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

Regine, Rachael.

Sorry for putting up a brave front in front of you all.
Thanks for everything.

I will be better as time pass, lik my blog song, haha.

Dont worry bout me, i will be fine... i think.

nightmare came true,

2008-05-19T20:48:00.007+08:00

For once, i thought we will go very far.
I will see your kids and all.

But i was wrong, it is all my fault after looking back.
I am such a letdown, disappoint you every now and then.

I want to say the word that you dread to see.
I am sorry.

Sorry that i hurt you, disappoint you.

But still, i also want to say,
Thank you.

Thanks for the everything you have done for me.
All the words you said, actions you made.
The joy we shared, memories we had.
I owe you a big thank you.

And even letting me to explain myself,
and give me the reason of what happened

I really really really never expect it to be lik this.
It ended it such a way, it hurt me totally.
I cried myself to sleep, woke up and cry again.
But after much thinking, its good for both of us.
I am a distraction to you, without me, maybe you can go higher.
And, i believe you will.

You are such a perfect friend that after thinking,
i dont even deserve you.
Since we are once such good friends,
i guess i am very lucky already, very very very lucky.

I 'm gonna miss you, everything that we used to do.
I will never forget you.
You are my best friend and it forever would be,
no matter you think so a not.

I really cant bear to let you go, but i know i have to this time.
Lik what i said, how i wish that is a commar but i know its impossible now.
Its heartbreaking, very very.

I wish you luck in your future, whatever you wish for can come true.
I wish you can find another best friend, and may the friendship remained forever.

Dont always think so much, stay happy.

Although i dread to do so, but still,
lik what you said,

Lets end this story... with a fullstop .

so easily contented,

2008-05-18T14:11:00.002+08:00

I am kinda in a good mood lately ! (:

I dunno why,

but it seem that the world is such a place of hope !

Haha, im being kinda lame ! ahaha.

I was reading people 's blog and it seem that,

they all found a aim for their future.

Maybe not future, until so serious,

but they have plan for the coming holidays and stuff lik tt.

It might be chasing for their love or mug hard for their exams.

Or want to brush up on their whatever.

Im kinda, aimless.

I cant answer anything thats gonna do with the future.

" What you wan to be in the future? "

" Any plans for June holidays ?"

I cant even answer Q lik , " What you want for your dinner? "

Dont you think its a bit too far?

I dunno, cause maybe my father.

Life is really unpredictable, i can die th nxt minute luh.

You all never know what,

Lik what gerry once said,

" You are not god, you dunno what will happen, that apply to.."

I should not continue, or she will slap me, haha.

Lik im not god ( he is up there ) , we will never know what will happen.

That make me very aimless, lik all those dreams i used to have.

It all seem to be childish talking to me now.

And its very childish.

Childish be'cos i will never accomplish it,

i know i never will .

Nevermind, life goes on.

Just bear with it with the every lttle problems you are facing.

This especially goes to my dear Regine,

All the things you are facing, no matter what.

Bear with it, you are gonna make it big (very big, haha )in the future.

I believe,

And people, never give up.

You might just be a foot away from your aim.

You never know,

I sound kinda cappy huh ? haha.

Oh, yesterday (:

Went to aunt 's hse for the belated celebration for mother's day.

Its kinda okayyyyy.

I did a lot of catching up with my cousins.

Her CCA points got A1 due to her crush,

haha, and she succeed in forgettng him.

They could be together, too bad, so sad.

Went home and chatted with cousin till late night and went to sleep.

But was sms-ing Jordan so i stayed up to 1 ?

&off to my lala-land.

All i wanted to go out tomorrow, but i think i cnt.

So sad luh,

i dare not ask my mum due to my results.

Its too beautiful you see ?

Nevermind luh, ask later.

Now just hope Rachael can make it.

I am very proud (:
I want to see you and him get married cause it will be so cute.
No, you wont forget her. Sorry luh, but thats my opinion.
BECCA ! LET UR RICH HUBBY HAVE A MISTRESS ! ( just make sure he is always home rich :D )

I am allowing the everything to happen,

didnt feel better,

2008-05-17T11:36:00.003+08:00

Kinda low, slept at 8 yesterday night.

i slept for 13 hours yesterday, new record.
Cause i never lik to sleep.

later mother come fetching me to aunt hse,
i bet she is gonna start scolding me for the results alrdy.

Sian man,
then after that i sunday and monday still have to face her.
shyt sia.

i am just so good to you regine ~`

Rachael i cannot go out le,
sorry ! ):

utterly useless, fking idiot.

2008-05-16T19:02:00.007+08:00

I told Jolyn that i have a bad feeling ,

that something unhappy might happen today.

And it really did,

I fking forget to put Jordan 's maths file in the thilagam locker.

Like hw stupid can i actually go?

I bet he is angry now, he is at the sports camp now.

I think he feel lik killing me upon seeing the sms.

Who wont be angry ?

I want to cry alrdy man,

why am i suddenly become so useless now?

I can only kip apologizing.

Whats the use of apologizing when the damage is done?

I am lik so damn fed up with myself lah.

I cant even get this small things done?

This is just put the fking file into the freak ass locker.

Lik that i also can forget !

And i am going to be in charge of the CCA workshop thing.

I think i can as well go and die now.

So stupid and dumb, so disappointed with myself.

SORRY JORDAN ! ):

I dont mean it, i really dont.

emotion - logic = faith

2008-05-15T21:01:00.003+08:00

Haven been posting for quite some while.

Cause i am seriously not in the mood to post,

things that seem fun happen arnd me did not manage to cheer me up.

I guess its just for the period of time,

lik what i told rachael.

"You have to give yourself time to adapt to the new environment you are in."

I am adapting quite well, and i will do better.

School is okay, quite boring.

Exams are over and everyone is in holiday mood and whatever.

They just chiong home for computer and stuff.

Today SUSO is lik omg.

Jia yi is lik so nervous on stage, keep pulling his pants.

But i think we shld give him a applause for his courage !

Oh, stupid jason.

You good hur? Make me the leader of the workshop.

I am not a good leader, you know?

Evil peopleeeeee.

We go back to original seat le,

is lik so cool nw.

Able to tok to gerry, rebecca and regine.

Near to Sally.

Once we sit together is lik chaotic.

"You know the someone and the someone, revenge for the someone"

Thats lik damn funny,

and the someone is stupid enough to respond to his name.

"Rebecca, you are hideous"

Rebecca, dont angry luh, she crazy joking de.

Both quoted by Ms Regine lim wei jun.

(credit credit)

After school is lik boringgggg.

I feel so uneasy lah!

Sorry to say so, Jolyn.

Jolyn ! I ROCK SOURCE BASED, I DONT CARE ! LOL!

And thanks for being there for me although you are lik so damn feak out,

i never see violence become so timid before, lol .

im think alot,

2008-05-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

why cant we go back to the past ?

failing ur subjects is a part of growing up,

2008-05-12T19:15:00.004+08:00

我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切,

还爱你,带一点恨.

Baby howard is just so cute.

Today is result day, shall blog next time.

Cause too stressed out,

no strength to type out, lol.

thats flame and glory

2008-05-10T15:32:00.002+08:00

(I never go back to bp home this weekend, fantastic)

woke up by the thunders and rain,
at 3.47am.

I just remember the rain is uber beautiful,
the faint lights by the road,
and cause its raining heavily,
it make the image blur.
It looked so uber pretty, romantic?
i dunno which is the right word to use.

woke up and 6.01 am,
instructed by JORDAN CHOO to wake him up( again ! )

Missed call him then go back to sleep,
call him again at 6.10 am,
he is awake alrdy so i just went back to sleep.

I sleep until 10,
i dunno why am i so tired.
I slept at 12 what, i also dunno whats wrong.

Wake up then i go bath,
cause need to go grandma house for lunch.
Lame lor.

Blar !
I am back with nothing to do now.

Tomorrow is Mother 's day,
which is pretty sucky and stupid.
What should i do sia?
I am so tired of thinking currently.

so down and so low,
but who is there for me now?
No one, no one..

i am going crazy,

2008-05-09T08:15:00.002+08:00

Woke up like 6.44am,
instructed by Jordan to wake him up.
In the end,
i am late and cant go back to sleep.

Called him to chat until he reach school.
Later still going to pass him tie, so sian sia.

Going to be at home for the whole day i guess,
nothing to do,

I am so bored,
i went to tidy my links.

Haha, it is much more neater to me now.
Wanted to write the profile or change blogskin,

too lazy.

Dying on Wednesday,

i wan to fly to he mars with jan,

2008-05-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

I am like so bored now !

I feel like killing people,

i am angry and bored!

I AM REALLY VERY ANGRY SIA.

Like so sian..

ahaha !

2008-05-07T17:44:00.003+08:00

LOOK WHAT I FOUND RACH!

Like finally i remember this picture,

last time,

saw this in daiso, i think it resemblance me and rach.

But when i wan to find the regine doll,

i cant find, so sadddddd.

But then nvm,

i took a picture of it and hoping to blog it.

In the end i forget and drag until now, haha !

I am dl-ing songs :D

endless tuesday

2008-05-07T17:04:00.002+08:00

I want to cry liao,

My maths P2 sucks man.

Its like i got the ans for the disable children question.

I get 320 then it was like impossible,

then i do do do,

i also dunno hw i do, i got 80.

Cause i dunno what i doing, i cancel the ans and write 320 instead.

OMG x1

Then the one set A and set B thingy,

i do it last 5 min,

i just kip pressing the cauculator,

then i press until 7 set B, its $300.90,

so i thought 6 is the answer liao so i just wrote dwn,

after exam.

Then i realise is 5, if its 6 still got 30 cents more?

OMGx2

The whole 100y square + 4 thingy,

factorisation question all skip.

OMGx3

SIAN MAN ! OMG!

After the paper then me, Jordan, Jolyn, Rachael went to canteen,

chat plus eat.

I really dunno what we eating, is lunch or?

Then at there like so sian,

but what leave a impact on me is 2 things.

One is Rachael Chua.

Okay, nevermind.

Lets not talk bout it, its toooo lameeeee.

But how could she be super chio?

omggggggggggggggg.

I tink she just have the aura that attract guys,

like " please protect me" kinda.

Make guy attracted to it,

Jordan if i changed into a lesbian b'cos of her,

i can go jump dwn building man, no need wait until take results.

The second one is the one bout No true love in the world.

How is that possible?

Its like no true love for anyone sound so pathetic.

So sadddddd,

I and Jor believe.

Jolyn and Rach dont believe.

How could it be possible?

I am so puzzled by the question man, shyt.

After Jol went home,

Jor and Cf went off to west mall,

(Jol go back first)

then i and Rach with Jone walk to the bus stop.

saw the lovebirds at the back of 852,

headed home and waiting to go to the market for dinner.

Its my godmum birthday ! (:

when the sky dropped,

2008-05-07T16:36:00.005+08:00

Finally ! Can blog bout the trip to jurong library.

With pictures ! Omg?

Funny, i and jolyn kinda later than Jordan.

But no late, just later.

They kip saying they will late so i damn slow in packing my things.
Sorry Jolyn ! Make you waited for me !

When we went there, walk like a few rounds.

With my that crazy heavy bag.

I am like so tired when i sit dwn liao lor.

Then they started studying,

is they, not me.

I go there for the sake of going out with 2 J.

Not study, not wanting to see my mum.

They have their ipod/ mp4,

and got carried away with their work.

I am sort of distubing them,

its not cool to see people forcusing in front of you,

so boring can?

I succeed in distracting them !

Then we were like talking bout exam, i think?

then we three receive bryan's sms.

Then Jordan suggest we reply the sms together,

HAHA!

Bryan say he is coming like at the time Jolyn is going.

Jolyn is going to the who ever i dunno, she dont wan tell me ppl 's hse.

As promised, gerry came to see me.

Kinda li siao her, ok, is li siao her.

Sit there, see them,

i look at you, you look at me.

Cos i really dont like to sudy mannnn..

Then we see this couple,

sitting in front of us.

They are like omg? So lame can?

Kiss here, kiss there.

What so ever i donte care.

So lame luh.

Then soon Jolyn left and Bryan came.

At that time,no one wan study liao.

Bryan say too easy, no need study.

LOL!

We just like chatted then gerry as promised came agn :D

This time is serious li siao her,

she is so irritated luh.

Sorry Gerry ! D:

Then it ended up with a sms.

Not long after, decided to went back,

haha ! B4 we go,

Jor and Bry went to buy drink.

Then there was this i dunno 16,17 girl?

Shorter than Jor then she say,

" Boy, excuse me"

Jordan is like " boy? " face.

Damn funny,

Cabbed home, and faced that ugly witch.

baby boy & baby girl

2008-05-06T19:21:00.002+08:00

I am like so sad now.

Knowing that i cant help you,
cause you enclosed your heart just make me feel so heartache.
As a friend, i feel so useless in the everything,
i cant even help to make my darling happy,
what kind of friend i am ?

Its the emotional pressure,
find the cause slowly, not escaping from it,
thinking it will be okay after time.
Share it with me.
I make my words true, i am always here for you.
I dont say that to any randomn one,
i say it to my good friends,
cos they treat me very good so i love them back.

Dont explode, dont keep the everything to yourself.

You have more than what you think,

_________________________________________________

Today physics,
okay lets stop here.

what a depressing day~`

its ur dream, not mine

2008-05-04T17:18:00.002+08:00

using my sister 's ladtop now.

My com got prob, sian diao liao.

I guess thats good also,

at least i wont spend so much time playing.

After exam then reformat then,

then can post bout what happen yesterday.

Went out with Jordan & Jolyn.

To jurong library,

Its quite okay i guess,

i am so bored there, cos they are studying.

Haha ! I know i am being very weird,

complaining out aim there but i am like that what.

super weirdo freak.

I love gerry, gerry dont kill me :l

Tomorrow maths and science,

i feel like dying D:

What if i flunk the test again like everyone expected?

me flunking every test like no one business,

i am like so stressed,

By all the things.

But i know i will make me fine very fast.

I guess a lot of people are feeling down now,

i dunno what happened but i want to spread the love(:

MUST BE HAPPY KAYS !? :DDDD

everything have its own solution !

running away from this cruel reality~`

reformating my com is the dumbest thing i cn think of,t

2008-05-02T19:53:00.005+08:00

Did i blogged bout this?

Yesterday, public holiday, super sian.
Sian until want kill people liao !

Dl song also cannot, play game until siao.
So i have the idea of reformatting my computer.
WOW! Suddenly got something pop out,

Trojan !

I dunno why suddenly have but i really happy -.-
Therefore i reformatted my com.
I am regretting it right now.

How weirdo can i go man ?

I lost Jor 's pw, i lost my songs, i lost all my pictures.
Hua lalalalalalala !
My microsoft office, now my com have no sound,
must install again.

Blame on the boredom, haha !

Today is like @#$%^&* day.
My chinese.
I think the whole level heard my whining bout the P1 and P2.
oh my god man, i can say bye bye to A liao.
My only hope for A, fly fly fly fly fly~`

Very damn sad until can die liao.
I really can die man, kill me anyone?
Omg~`

Crap at study area, with Mr Gan & others,
I know Jolyn love the " Ha, Haha, Ha"
LOL!

Yesterday night is like so much fun,
talked on the phone with Sally & Jordan Tan.
They two like super uber cute and fun can?
Sally is like damn funny,
she from 12 am say wan go sleep,
once we talked bout Amaths,
or what so ever interest her,
then she will start talking agn,
then forget that she is going to sleep.
HAHA!

We extend the call for 30 more min.

After that, i cant go to sleep,
so i went arnd prank calling ppl.
I called, ( not in sequence)

Jolyn, no answer.
She say she see the missed calls and she noe is me liao -.-

Gerry, damn funny.,

Elsie: You sleep alrdy ah?
Gerry: mmm, yaaa.
Elsie: Why so early sleep? Come talk la ! *enthu*
Gerry: I wan to sleepppp
Elsie: Hahahha, ok luh, let you sleep, bye bye ! ;D
*until the end also super enthu*

Jordan,
I just remember he say he wan to sleep,
everything i say, he just "bye bye, bye bye"

Jordan Tan ;D
He is like" shyt, i wan to sleep"
Haha !

Bryan off phone~`

Oh my god, out of point agn -.-
Then after the exam and everything blar blar,
went to Mac to meet Jordan, Cf ( i never expect eugene there)
Then crap a lot,
Jolyn is like say until,
Chee fong is short in her mum 's impression,
then Jordan look better than him.

Then Chee Fong was like start whining liao,
" I very ugly, i very ugly"
Hahahaha, damn funny lot.
make Jolyn like super gulity.
Then he sms Gerry,
Haha, ( something are meant to be kept as a secret)

Chee Fong ! ( no matter you see this or not)
You very handsome lar, okay?

Then when they go to Jordan 's hse,
i and Jolyn go flip Jordan's file.
All the tests,
24/25 la, 17/20 la, those marks i will nvr get.
( free publicizing, Jordan ;D)
Then i Jolyn say make a file called "file of hao lian" out, haha !

After dunno what,
at CC, I and Jolyn is like damn funny.

I am like
"i tell you ah, Jordan sure sit in between Cf and eugene one.
He no common sense one"

Jordan make my words true,
Haha !
Then did some whispering, Lol.

After, Cf and Eugene left unexpectedly,
Went to Mac and study Chem with Jordan/Jolyn.
They are the opposite, like Jor is Male Version of Jolyn,
Then Jolyn is Female Version so use slash is suitable.
LOL!

They are super alike after thinking but still differ at points.

Blar blar then we went home.
Cross the road with them,
to stop like super awkward kind of atmosphere.

howard went home D:

SALLY! ;D
No sad for amaths le !

Jolyn ! ;D
No crazy lar, Cheer up !

going out tmrw with jor and jolynnnnnnnnnn (:

----edited-----
got some super funny topics that ppl write bout their zuo wen can?

Jolyn- Q5
Boyfriend go oversea work,
dont let her follow,
in the end when she go, she found out her bf is a gay.
But to exact, bisexual ! LOL!

Renee- Q5
Whole family die in the trip. LOL!

Jordan-Q(idk)
Dunno father or mother get aids,
cos he saw the word aid in the dictionary. LOL!